I hate you... No that's a lie... I love you, but it hurts.

It hurts to know that you don't love me back the way I love you.

And it hurts because even though I know this I still wait around for your messages.

 

I hate you because you lie to me using such sweet words, promising me that you will be there for me when you're not. I feel like a complete idiot and I can't help it... I can't tell you the truth...

 

I feel like breaking down, but if I do people will find out that something is wrong... You would find out... And I can't have you knowing this... Not yet at least. I just wrote this down because it is anonymous... I needed to get this off my chest... I feel a little better now... 

 

-someone who loves you-