I'm Sad

Its been 2 weeks now. Me and my brother hasn't talk. I miss him. Its all my fault, i guess... I don't care i just miss him so much. Everyday, i would cry to sleep. Everyday, i would dream about him. I miss our sibling love people used to envy alot. We were very close. Very like inseperable. He would bring me everywhere and vice versa. But now, we're like strangers. Yeah we fight before, but this is by far the worst. Whats worst? Its different from the previous fights. This time, its like as if i'm invisible. He didn't say goodbye when he left the house. He didn't talk to me. He didn't even look at me. I miss him, so much. I feel so lonely. We usually sleep in the same room, but now. We sleep seperately, i miss his presence. I'm scared of the dark, he knows that very well. But why? What did i do? Am i the worst sister ever? I love him with all my heart and that he's the only guy-friend i have in this world. What happen? I really don't know. I did tried to ask him, he ignored me. Like i'm a wall flower. Am i? Am i a wallflower to him? To my schoolmates, yes. But to him? My own brother.

The light to my life just left me, a month ago. My brother is always by my side, saying i should be strong. Where is that person when i needed him now? My brother...

Is it my fault?

What should i do?

 

People say i should make the first move, i did. Trust me.

My bestfriend says he's acting like a douche. He is, but he is my brother and i love him.

 

2 weeks... I miss my brother.

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elisaexplosive #1
Oh gosh, you better go talk to him! I'm so sorry. I know how hard it can be. Even if you want to talk, you get ignored..

Ugh.. my big brother hasn't talked to me in almost a year.. It . He was like a father to me (cuz I don't have one in my life anymore)