SEHUN POV

"Sehun-yah!" Luhan called me, as I rubbed my eyes. I was in a field of white flowers, and the wind was blowing softly. He was standing in the grass, with a big, stupid smile on his face. "Babo," I groaned, and sat up. I held my head, and sighed softly. "What are you doing here, idiot.." He chuckled, and walked to me. 

"I'm back for you, babo. I love you so much." Luhan walked to me, and held my hand. He kissed my lips, as I kissed back. "Geojitmal..(lies)" I said softly. "Yah, aniya, it's true! I'm back for you.. I love you with all my heart, Sehun." Luhan held my hands, as I nodded. "Alright, okay.." I kissed him, as we laid on the grass.

We looked at the clouds, pointing to the ones that looked like an animal, or a plant. Luhan said I love you every now and then, and I always said me too. 

For some reason, I feel that.. 

I feel that he doesn't mean that he loves me.

After that big secret he hid from me, how could I just say I love you back? He hurt me, but.. I-I don't know how to hurt him back. Aish, I'm dumb, aren't I?

"Luhan--" I heard a snore from him, as I laughed softly. "Sleeping, huh." I hugged him close to my chest, as he continued to sleep.

NARRATOR POV [ before this incident up there. ]

Sehun was in his room once the wedding was over, crying himself to death. All the tears of sadness poured from his eyes, leaving all the things that he wiped his eyes with soaked. Once the name Luhan came to him, he cried out to himself. It hurt him so much, that Luhan was married, and he didn't love him anymore. He didn't want him anymore. 

But truthfully, it was his fault. He was the one who broke up with him, who decided that Luhan was cheating on him, and he didn't like him anymore. Sehun cried to himself, continuing to let out loud sobs, and words like,'love' and 'hate' and 'me'. Some of these words combined into a sentence. These sentences were,"I love you," and "I hate myself," and, "Do you hate me, or love me, Luhan?" 

Day by day, Sehun's tears never seemed to stop. He laid down on his bed, breathing heavily. He held his chest, panting. "K-Kai, H-hyung!!" Sehun screamed his name. Kai ran in. "S-Sehun, what's wrong?!" 

Sehun was panting heavily, feeling his heart stop for a while. He gasped, as it beated once again. The more, and more that Sehun panted, the more he lost oxygen. "D-dammit! Kris!! Suho!! Baekhyun!! Anyone?!!" Kai screamed. And of course, everyone came. 

But, when they all did come, Sehun's eyes were closed. Kai was staring at Sehun in shock. He put a finger under his nose, and felt his breathing. "..he's breathing..but.." 

Lay put his head at his chest, and nodded. "His heart is beating also.." All the EXO members stood back, and looked at Sehun. Suho put a blanket over him, and they left. 

a/n :  so, that was a little sneak peak teaser about what you're about to read in a few weeks! I hope you support me well! saranghae~