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OK so here's my rant: (just I cause I hate myself for being me right now) I was supposed to hold this presentation in history about art and culture in the nazi-days (i chose the topic myself cause I figured it's an easy way to get a good grade) but the topic . It's so boring I feel like I'm sleeping every time I try to research. So I was supposed to present last week, but I hadn't prepared ANYTHING so I had to tell her I couldn't do it. She got pissed but she gave me another chance to hold it today.
Well... I didn't do anything (again) and so I was up late yesterday trying to make my presentation. But I had lots of trouble... first: I couldn't even think of a decent way to structure my presentation. second: I couldn't find anything worth listening to for 45 minutes (45 minutes!!) and I didn't any propaganda movies I could download.. and all in all it was .
Not to mention that I had forgotten (well I knew I had to do it but I just didn't do it) to reserve a beamer and laptop so that I could actually HOLD the presentation. So there I was. 4am, staring at 7 half-empty slides, completely brain-dead.
I decided to sleep for 2~3hours and then continue working on it. History was from 14:00 - 15:40 and I decided to skip the first 4 lessons to prepare for the presentation instead. But... I woke up at 6:30 as planned, but I kept falling asleep during the preparation and so I slept from 8:00 to 9:00 and then from 10:00 to 11:00. If I wanted to still make it to Latin in time, had to leave ASAP. But that would mean I would be going to school with a (very) incomplete talk, which I couldn't do.
so I decided to skip school altogether. I snuck out and went to the library and practiced Korean conjugation from 12:00 to 15:30. I didn't even do much, because I'm always INSANELY slow when writing in Korean.
ANYWAY!!! the thing I'm complaining about, is that this keeps happening... I decide to do something but then I just push it until it's too late.
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