I'm so confused...

You know .... Let me tell you my story.

I never talked to boy 1 . I never. But boy 2 which is boy 1 likes me. Okay so, I started to get mysterious about boy 1 because he seldom talk to girls. I found out my friend 1 has feelings for him. She waited for him for so long. 

Okay then I found out my friend 2 had mix feelings for boy 1. I not sure if she still has it but yeah. And then my best friend told me she likes boy 1. 

I was alright when she told me to login into her account, I saw the conversation with her and boy 1. She told me to anyway. The more I read, the more jealous I got. Before that, I thought of having mix feelings for him because I always wanted to get him to talk to me. But I really.... Don't know...

i know this is infatuation but then...

am I really having feelings for him?

i kinda like boy 2 too.