AW...man. Im like. full of...mixed emotions!! >< I have this...totally awsome boyfriend? WE've been together for like 2 years now. Little more. but...man. My ex? He...hes so damn smoothh!! like hes totally romantic!

Ill call him...DIE. he looks like him. (frm dir en grey?)

My bf right now? ......mmm. Id say......Minho. They act similar.

Okay. So Die is like totally diggin on me outa the blue. flirting w me. sure he was my first...but wtf man....i just...cant...believe it. Wen i went back 2 stay w my mom. away frm minho?

Die pulled the moves. Took me out on midnite strolls under the moonlight. (mom owns a huge ranch) i almost fell? he catches me....and says " YOu okay honey?" and starts carrying me like a kid in his arms.

I punched him. LOL

Minho? hes so sweet. i can sit there and do nothing w him and be okay. or we'll cook dinner for our fams. or go to the mts and swim. or play games. We even got promise rings. lol

Die...die loves to go out and do stuff! we went out and watched a movie! then clubbin. (hes older by 2 yrs) or playing me a song on his guitar. or we will go pick up our friend n jam out. I love singing. lol he told me "Sing for me...and  only me.."

im confused.......really bad!

I love Minho...then Die is just...fantastic. lol  he has a gf 2....

help me?? advice?

(die cheated on me. he had my heart. .......dude.)