I'm so stressed out right now! I'm so sorry to people that have requested one shots and have been waiting for at least two weeks. I'll try to get them up this weekend but no promises. Again, sorry!

I'm involved in this thing called Goldfever at my school. It's lip-synch and dance competion done every year and all the different clubs at school get together and compete. It's really fun and this is my 3rd year doing it. This year is the most stressful and sad one. I'm with drama club who until last year has never won before. Last year we had this big group of people and we worked our butts off. We were so good and everyone was amazed by us. This year we started off with 90 people and now we are down to 20 people. 90 WE HAD! Where the f*** did everyone go?!

No one this year is decicated! Half the people that show up don't seem to care that we and are going to make a fool of ourselves up on stage. In our club, we have a few different types of dances. One hip hop dance got cut because our choreographer was what my teacher calls a "super senior" so he wasn't allowed to do after school activites. That meant I was only in the break dance group. I joined break dance to be around the  Asians. I'm a white girl who loves Asians and these Asians are really cute. The thing is these guys have so much on their plate. They are in drama club along wiht two other clubs. Plus they break dance for band and they have homework to get done. We only have a month left to practice which isn't a lot. We don't meet the next two weeks do to other school activities and I hear that the break dancers want to quit! I don't know if it's true but it better not be because then the 20 will go down and it will screw us up!

I want to be mad at these Asians for ditching but they are just so cute!

This years Goldfever is just crumbling to pieces. I don't like this because I really like dancing and it's fun to do this. The Asians are really funny and I like hanging out with them. There are a lot of fun people at Goldfever and I'm not saying we have to strip the fun right out of Goldfever. But can't we have fun and be productive? Is that possible?

I really hope the boys don't quit and when we resume practice we have our sh** together.

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