It's been almost over a year since I started rping...

consequentally, I don't anymore, but that's besides the point.

In my first rp, it will be one of the best rps I have ever been. Everyone was close and we took care of each other. Supported each other. I made some friends from there I still have contact with. But what I'm getting at now is, there was also lots of pain there that was left. Things turned upside down in the blink of an eye. So many problems and I find it to be my fault. I was stupid. I got so emotionally involved with the person I dated in the rp. We both came out hurt. We never talked it out. It was just left in the wind. But I feel so bad. I never meant to hurt her, as her character, and as a person as well. She was a good friend to me and if I came out as heartless, I didn't realize it. I often think back on it and feel terrible. I could have dealt with things better. I could have this or that. But the past is past. I learned a lot. 

But I'm just sorry things ended the way they did.

I'm sorry