it is actually my birthday today. So, some of my friends wished for me at the school today and my family of course not. And today, i got the event at my school, it is the awards for the excellent students in the school and i am one of the students. I asked my mum if she want to go or not, she doesn't give a good response to me. i already asked her from last week, and today, when i back from school, she said we're going to somewhere. you don't want to go to the event right? that is what she said.

But i said that i want to go and she just kinda don't like it, i means like she's disagree. So i said can't you wait? only for this time, after i get the present, we can go. and she... didn't respond to me again. actually i am kinda feel hurt in my heart, because since i am in primary school, she didn't once go. only i am the one who go, they just send and pick me.

I got the award every year. and now i am 15 years old now, i hope my parents will go like the other parents. I am hurt and sad. She said she want to buy something for other people, because we're going to my village tomorrow. so, me with a scratched heart said, 'okay, you send me there and then, you can go to buy the things you want to buy.' and she's just.  OK !   and bye ! i am going now, pray for me !  bye my AFF friends. today will just gonna be like my previous years.