WELL HELLO!! HI THERE LONG TIME NO ... TALK ? 

Sorry I haven't been updating you guys must hate my guts. I AM PRACTISING MY ANIME/MANGA/ART SKILLS! I'm pretty much failing all my MOCK exams like maths and stuff. I have exams that I'm practising and studying for and blah blah. EHMAGERD. So annoying. 

ANYWHO! Back to my blog. 

Because i am muslim, I always feel like there are some people that hate me because of my religion. I mean lets face it, not many people like muslims because of 9/11 the whole terrorist thing. Yes, it was a devasting incident and my heart goes out to those people who died, I don't really know who did it because they're are so many theories and ofcourse the biggest MAIN theory is Osama bin Laden and all. I don't know the truth I wasn't there so I don't really touch the topic. And today in mosque, one of my friends talked about what happened recently about these two (not trying to be racist) black guys and they basically hit a guy with a car, they decapetated him but hacking his head of with machetese and this was in the UK, london. 

Yes. I was like WTF. This is like in movies. BTW HAVE YOU SEEN THE ADVERT FOR 'THE PURGE' Looks scary reminds me of 'THE STRANGERS' that was scary too. NEVER EVER LIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOW WHERE! O.O 

Anywho, I was on FACEBOOK, my normal one and one of my old school buddies from primiary/elementary wrote this and I quote

'the worst thing is that taxes that SOLDIERS pay are going towards the muslims treatment. wow.' 

I was slightly confused, and was like ? O.o  

She replied 'are you serious ?' They I replied 'I have no idea whats going on XD' 

She told me how the two guys were muslim. I searched it up cause she shared a video of the thing and  I hate how as soon as people hear the word 'Terrorist' they think 

OH THEY MUST BE MUSLIM. I mean I HATE walking down the street sometimes because people give me 'that' look. I mean whatever happened is disgusting and vile. Apparently the two guys were on drugs and they were high or something. Either way its pretty disgusting but I DON'T know if they are muslim. Besides I don't really watch the news because I know that sometimes news and reports can twist around and we all know that, so most the time I don't even bother. 

I'm just sick and tired at how the world treats muslims especially, like were peice of s. NEWS FLASH! STOP JUDGING YOU RACIST PRICKS! I'm sick and tired of it! IF a muslim did something wrong BOOM. HEADLIGHTS: MUSLIM TERRORIST ATTACK, If anybody else did it they'd just say HEADLIGHT: MAN ATTACKS INNOCENT. I mean COME ON! I love my religion and I LOVE! LEARNING About other religions and cultures because to me, were all one big family. I don't hate you if your jew, christian, buddhist, hindu, sikh, atheist! I DON'T CARE! If your nice to me I'm nice to you.

SIMPLES! Now people need to stop judging ALL OF US Doesn't matter if it's colour, religion or whatever. 

I'm SO SICK AND TIRED. I understand why my friend feels so insecure wearing a headscarf. 

I remember a incident when I was little and I was waiting outside while my mum was trying to get inside a shop, some old man next to her said, 

'You ing muslim.' You don't understand how that makes me feel. I mean I'm tearing up just writing it. My mum didn't say anything and didn't even reply back. I don't even think she noticed what he said, and I fell like I should be in tears because of how people treat other people.

Its hard for me to smile everyday and be positive when it feels like the world hates me. 

Thanks for reading you AMAZING. AMAZING People. Don't change yourselves for others and don't let people judge you. Be PROUD of who you are, god made you for a reason. Don't be ashamed of it :")

XOXO ~Haffi <3 :")