I have to go to the doctors in just under 3 hours to talk about coming off of my medication (Citalopram)

The side effects were getting way too much for me and I feel worse than I did when I started them.

I know that i'm gonna suffer with even more side effects when I stop taking them because of withdrawls but they can't be worse than what i'm feeling now right?

My side effects calmed down ALOT

I use to suffer from non stop anxiety where i'd end up having cold or hot flushes, get pins and needles, heart rate going really fast, my mind telling me that I was gonna die from a heart attack or a , I got lots of headaches and was tired all the time.

My side effects are now just headaches and tiredness but now I feel constantly paranoid that something is gonna go wrong wiht me and that I need to go to the hospital. I can't even leave the house 'cause i'm constantly worried that something wrong with happen to me when I go.

I constantly feel like and ugh.. it just .

I'm probably gonna have to go for a month trying to get off these pills and suffer with withdrawls

From what i've heard that sometimes your anxiety can be a little worse after stopping but hopefully there will be a better less harsh medication that could help.

I hope something good comes out of this because I really need it right now...

*sigh*