"I'm not supposed to love you,

I'm not supposed to care,

I'm not supposed to live my life,

wishing you will be by my side whenever i need you,

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.

I knew I would hurt myself somehow.

Now I found you in the arms of someone else.

I put my hand on my chest and I wonder...

What am I supposed to do now?

Should I cry?

Should I be angry?

None of those describe what I do.

All I did was look at you in the eyes,

smiled at you like you were mine,

waved at you eventhough you turned your back at me.

As though I wasn't hurt,

I still say 'I Love You'.

Tears still flowed but I'm not sure why.

I'm sorry,

I can't help myself,

From falling for you.

I love you once,

I love you still,

Always have and always will."

Okayyyyy .... So this is a poem i found in one of my old notebooks i found when i was cleaning up my room.. Gosh .... I never knew i could write something like this ... like seriously, I still can't believe I wrote this o_o i guess my imagination had lessen as i grow up .... not to mention my English is getting worse >.< lolz i guess this was 2 years ago. when i was 13 y/o xD