I really loved this phone but sadly I don't think I will get one....not now , not forever.....ever.

I was in dilemma. Everywhere I go , everywhere I went through......I always find this phone's ad no matter what. I really hate it.

I hate it

I hate it.

I HATE IT.

I tried to fight this....feeling. 

I really hate it when my parents don't allow me to have one while everyone around me starts to use smartphones. Why did I ever decline the offer of getting the hostel application in the first place ? =____=

If it wasn't for that , I might not have to worry about the tuition fees any longer but now since I lived outside from the campus area with the apartment fees increase deliberately nowadays , I might going to give up with the hope of getting one of this phone for myself.

I will never....get one. 

Although I wish I have one. 

This is....madness.