Every night I skype with this guy. >///< He's always wanted to hear me sing and I've always refused and because he had rugby today he fell asleep on me several times and when I thought he fell asleep he wasn't, he was just really quiet for two hours. He's heard me sing and I feel embarrassed as hell, and all I was singing was 'don't wake me up - chrisbrown' over and over.

OTL
Why am I such an idiot?
Right after finishing the tenth time singing it I heard him call my name and I stopped immediately.
Then he said he heard everything.

I want a gun, so I can shoot myself, but I guess this finger gun will have to do.

Shoots self/