I'm so boreeddddddd. 

it's a sunday, yet all my friends are offline, or not answering texts D; what is this the twilight zone? ;-; 

theyre all busy , i guess T_T I only have plans at 7PM sooo until then im just dyinggg. 

if anyones creeping on this, add me on snapchat and send me snaps cus im so bored ; my username on there is : lightsie

uggguuu im like obsessed with that app orz.

AT SEVEN THOUGHH I'm gonna be practicing Nu ABO and Hot Summer~ It's for my dance group's performance, well, i'm not for sure in it yet, we need to audition for certain parts.

Yesterday, we had a practice of Nu ABO(fx), I am the best(2ne1), One of a kind(G-D) and Super girl (Elva).. and I messed up a lot, and got corrected by someone who isnt even the teacher, it kind of made me mad. 

Like, I tried so hard to get it down, and then when I finally think I have it, I still get corrected. You know you really when... -_- Seriously.

At least my crush wasn't there to watch me fail *-* .. Last time he was there  I wasn't even able to dance -_-

So yeah, I feel like I'm not even gonna get a part in the performance.. even though I'm still the newbie in the group, I feel super unnapreciated and bad. A lot of my other sunbaes just get the dances so easily...

And the teachers praise them so much >_> I get jelly. 

SO I'm gonna practice REALLLLLY hard and hopefully my teachers will see my progress and how much I've tried, .-. otherwise, i'll just keep feeling like i'm wasting my time T_T 

also [story talk]

ill update probably later today or tomorrow, I just need to think of a solid plot for the next chpt, I'm not even good at writing , either. 

I can't do anything, I'm just a worthless piece of / waste of air. WOO. 

OTZ