You know how many times I've tried remaining friends with you? Do you know? Within like 3 years, our friendship wavered and then got better for how many times? I don't know. I don't know why I bother trying anymore because I honestly believe you could care less about how I feel. 

I believe I am also partially at fault because I honestly wasn't mad at you, I was just extremely disappointed in you. You forgot. You can't intentionally forget because you were so busy. I know you knew. I know you heard yet you didn't do anything about it. You waited until school was over to confront me, not face to face, but through a text. Telling me how sorry you feel over a text doesn't convince me that you are. Why can't you tell me face to face? Were you sincere?

But I don't get why no matter what happens, I find myself wanting to fix this friendship again. How many times do I have to give up and confront you first? You'll probably never read this but really, I wanna ask you, is it so hard to admit that you are, for once, wrong? Can you? Can you do it face to face? 

It's our last year. I don't want to part with anyone with bad memories but you're making it so difficult to not do so.