It’s times like these when I wish because my heart is racing,

I wish it would stop one time.

I’m having trouble breathing,

But this happens every night.

To pretend that I’m okay,

But this feeling won’t go away.

I can’t be alright.

Life is so unfair.

It put me in this hell.

What did I do to deserve this?

I already feel useless they make me feel worse.

They insult my intelligence,

They make me feel hurt.

Most times they ignore me

And I would rather it that way.

Because whenever they speak to me,

They only have bad things to say.