I'm kind of scared. My mom keeps talking about how I'll be 18 in a couple months. 

But I don't feel like I'm 18 at all! All my classmates are already getting their drivers licenses, and I realize that they're all turning 18 and 19, or older, but I just didn't realize that I'm aging as well! Sounds stupid right? The thing is.. I've always been the youngest. Everyone's been treating me like a little sister, a baby.. and I got used to it! And now I'm suddenly waking up in the reality of growing up. I don't want to be 18! I feel like a 12 year old! T-T