i just feel like its right to just let this out...

first time you weren't around...i was depressed...you came back and i got happy again

second time...i sighed and shrugged it off

you're gone again

slowly...i'm starting to lose my feelings for you...

the anniversary..that hurted me..i wanted to spend time that day

and now. you are still not here and i don't think i can wait any longer

i really love you i really do...but you're just never here

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...i'm already falling for someone else...

this guy has cheered me up from the first time we've first met

he makes me happy

and now i like him back actually..i love him

/goes into a corner