Why?

 

This isn't a rant blog, i just want to tell how i feel.

 

 

 

Last May 25. 2011, When I first join AsianFanfics, at first I really don’t understand how to use this site but later on I manage to learn, I subscribe and read thons of fanfics here and then later on I starts to make stories here.

 

At first it feel so good when you write a story and people starts to notice and subscribe on it,readers really don’t know how you made the authors happy and overwhelm by only leaving comments and subscribing. For me it made me feel loved.

 

But then I starts to receives hate comments on how bad my English skills, (I appreciate helpful  suggestion or corrections for my grammars) at first it really take me down, it made me feel like a WORTHLESS CRAP. They said that “I’m so trying hard to be a author”, and they even told me to close my account and kill myself.

 

 

But because of some friends and concern subscribers i learn how to ignore them. THANK YOU FOR THAT. :*

 

As a AFF author my subscribers are really important to me, like they are part of my life.Even I can’t constantly response on their messages, comments and wall post, I do appreciate them.They made me feel loved and important, that gives me strength and inspiration to continue to write stories here.

 

That’s why I feel so hurt when they starts to UNSUBSCRIBE my stories, It really breaks my heart whenever I see my unique subscribers decrees, not one but FIVE, I ask myself why they do that.. is my stories are not that good? Didn’t I reach their expectations? REALLY WHY? There’s a day that I cry because of it (pathetic right?)

I ONLY HAVE ONE QUESTION ON MY MIND. Why people unsubscribe on a story?

 

I’M A READER WHO SUBSCRIBE ON STORIES I LIKE/READ, AND I VOW NOT TO UNSUBSCRIBE ON IT.

 

 

 

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PARDON ME ON ANY KIND OF WORD OR SPELLING ERROR.

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MonaLisa23 #1
yah dont say that,ur stories are really good,and people are jealous and about ''English''who cares,some of those who are native in english they also making mistakes to,dont delete ur account ,listen to ur friends who support you and leave behind the haters ,good luck
A-song #2
I'm still new here and sometimes I know how you feel, in real life I always get bad comments from people and even my best friends I don't even know who to trust anymore, but my mom told me, why would you care about what they think, I mean, do they even know you, to say those things, i still kept thinking and I started to work on in, I know its hard but sometimes I just really care for them and it hurts me, but what I am trying to say is, don't be effected on what people say even though its bad, just think of it as a way to improve yourself and just move on....
SullHeeSn0w #3
LexTam-ah... You're a great author, never doubt that even if the world is against you... I usually write fics, just for fun, but when an author see the new comment and the new subscriber sign will always make an author smile, because the author can share his or her fic with everyone else...

but whenever an author see their subscriber number lessen, they would feel sad and even cry their eyes out *cough*metoo*cough*... but hey, remeber again the reason why we write fic before posting it... and hey, my reason is because I LOVE WRITING... I don't care about the hate comment...

So I hope you don't think your fic is not awesome because it is awesome... daebak... and remeber about other subscriber... the loyal ones and also the silent reader who love your fic out there...

think about your bias too... you will never know when he is reading... *eye smile*

i hope it made you feel better... ^^... btw, never hold it in, me and all the other in here is always by your side... hehe
millionfandoms #4
I know the feeling, my dear. I feel sad too when some of my readers unsubscribe. Maybe the reason why they unsubscribe is because they don't like how the story goes. (I feel that most of the time.) But hey, it's your story. It's your idea. It's your imagination. Whether they like it or not, it's your fanfic. You decide how it begins, goes, and ends. I know it's upsetting, but hey. I know there are more readers who love you and your stories than those who unsubscribe.

Cheer up :)

And regarding the english/ grammar thing, no one's perfect. I believe you can improve on it. We learn by our mistakes. I, myself, admit that I have flaws in grammar too. But what's important is that we are trying to improve and be better writers who can give happiness to other people in our fandom. Moreover, isn't it wonderful that you are able to share your time and talent in writing stories?

I hope I made you feel better. So, smile. It's a girl's best makeup. Your bias won't like to see you sad *winks*
LUPITA_C #5
keep your head up. you're a good author and you shouldn't let some people make you upset. your true followers will not unsubscribe to your stories. you state clearly English is not your first language so they should understand you made a couple of errors. *fighting*
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