Ahhhh~ OMG this is my first blog thingy... Meh I don't even expect people to read this.. But if someone does~ feel free to comment and tell me what you think~^^ 

Eek~ so like my crush/ maybe first love talked to me today~ (I always start te conversation so he has, like no choice bit to talk to me too xD ) lol~ yah so lately he seems to have been in a bad mood.. :( I don't blame him.. He's an international student from china but his English is really good~ he's really smart and cute~ (not to mention Tall~ ;) lol 180cm!!) and I'm like 162cm tall.. Lol~>_< meh~ he's really adorable and he loves sleeping!! xD hehe~ he has a bit if stomach fat too~ haha but it's cute~ ;) (youngjae~ I lub you!!) hahaha~ oh whoever reads this... Bear with my craziness~ >_< anywho~ lol he came late to school today and he missed the first class and half of the second one~ so I told him after that I'll give him the notes for the test~ and since his locker is next to mine it was a perfect opportunity to tell him that~ (THANK THE LORD THAT HIS LOCKER IS NEXT TO MINE!!) xD hehe~ like I said before, he seemed to be in a bad mood.. So I thought he didn't hear me.. And I brushed it off, still going to give it to him and LOL~ after the next class, he was all smirking at me and looking at me, while we were at our lockers and he was like "so where is it? " (he was joking) and I was like.. "Wait huh? What? Ohhhh... I didn't write it yet hehhe..sorry" and he was like "hmmmph~ >_< hehe~ okay~"  and he smiled so NDJGNSYNDUNVSIVJEIVNWCNEFMISMUENUNENTH OH MY EYES!! THE CUTENESS!! 😱😱😱😱(wait.. Can I put emoji on this?) xD any way maybe because I was nice to him and I wasn't moody to him, I made his day better... Oh.. Yah and I'm failing my Spanish class.. Ugh. I feel so poopy right now..   And I started crying.. Call me a wimp or whatever but I cry really easily.. If you talk to me about scary or sad stuff.. I'll end up tearing up right away.. And if you confront me face to face why I failed that test.. I'll start crying.. (I'm such a crybaby..) ughh~ it's okay.. (Please don't leave hate, I already am disappointed in myself..) the worst thing is.. I think he saw me.. :(

Sigh~ poop. 

Oh well lets look on the bright side~ He played Volleyball with me~ it was fun~ we made fun of my brother together.. Sighh~ whatever~  to who ever reads this.. Thank you~>_< ~ if no does.. Lol oh well~ this can be my public diary?~ xD byeesss~^^