There are times when you think that you are lost, pushed out of the right road to happiness, but there's always something, someone that leads you back to the road you need to take.

For me, it's my family, friends and KPOP. Even though my family and I fight a lot(and I mean a lot), I still love them. I can't afford to be lost and disappoint them. They helped me through my ups and down, guiding me back to the road blindfolded. Thank you, mom, for teaching me to love, for loving me, for guiding me, for teaching me that life is important, for disciplining me, for comforting me through rough times. To my dad, who indirectly taught me to be strong by leaving me alone with my mom, and thank you for trying to be close with me, but I don't know if I can trust you again. Thank you grandma, for giving me what I need and for supporting me in everything I want to do. To my grandfather whom I never met, I know you're there. Thank you for making my grandma, mother, and aunt happy while you were alive. I'm sorry I didn't catch you. And lastly, to my aunt. Thanks for making me laugh and learn my mistakes. Thanks for helping me with my homework.

To my friends, thank you for putting up with me. Neomie, thanks for approaching me in the first day of school when we were starting school. Maxine, for being the lovely maknae and for telling me whats wrong with my actions. To Iyah, for introducing me to KPOP, for introducing me new friends, for being there, always there, when I cry, when I hated on that jerk of a man and when I fangirled over KPOP. To Alondra, for the on-and-off friendship, for the annoying talks and noise, I know, you're annoying XD To Johannes, for liking me in the past, I'm sorry I didn't return the feelings, and for being so damn annoying when I tell you to shut the fudge up. To Dean, for being the Tazz of my life, don't get me wrong, I still hate you for calling me T-Rex. To Jacket Boy for making me like you and hate you all the same. To Barney Stinson Jr., for making me laugh at your weirdness. To all of Glee Club, for making my dreams come true.

Lastly, to KPOP. Thank you for making me feel loved. The meaning of their songs has helped me describe everything in my life. They made me laugh and cry, stopping me from turning into the lifeless zombie I would've been without them.

And now I've realized. Realized that, everyday, they work hard to make us happy. How they endured endless practice with little food and drink just to perfect a routine. I aw how hurt they are when we say that their album is terrible. Some can't see it, but it's there. They don't get much sleep too. We always tell them that we love them, or "hwaiting!". I think a simple, "Hi! How are you? Keep safe okay? Don't overstress yourself." would make them happy, or just a tiny bit if not really happy. How about when they get a girlfriend/boyfriend? Instead of being happy for him/her, some fans bash/hate on the idol's girlfriend/boyfriend. I'm not saying that we shouldn't have an opinion, but I just wish that we would be happy for them, support them, and treat them as a human being that can do what they want.

I'm just voicing out my concern for the idols. Thanks for understanding and reading!