Its always hard to move on, right?

You'll have flashbacks, you can't get over the memories.

We can't get over the memories. Unless we cut our brain off.

Literally, I miss having someone in my arms, someone I can love and it hurts.

But that is a part of the process.

I learn to accept the pain until I can't feel it anymore.

Pain will become my friend and pain will teach me how to be strong.

Each pain that comes to me, will make me even stronger.

It is toturing me now. It really is.

But I need be strong.

I do whatever makes me happy, I get myself busy.

I'm not going to forget. I just try to live with it.

Thats the only way that make me strong.

I am not going to repeat the same thing again and again.

First and second try is enough, I've tried my best but she didn't see it.

Maybe she didn't found that I'm worth.

So I let it go. If she was meant to be with me, it will happen.

I believe God have better plan to myself.

P/S: I got a bit emotional because it's raining and cold here.