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Hi guys!

So, I have been going through a rough time.  People that I believe care for me have been saying and doing things that are hurtful to me.  People like my parents.  I dont really want to get into it at the moment, and there are more details on my livejournal, if you choose to trek over there and read it (please dont hate me).

Basically what I am getting at is that I am going through a tough time.  It is affecting me in ways that surprise even myself.  I cannot be my normal cheery self right now as I am having a hard time even wanting to wake up each day.  Nights are especially hard when it is dark and I am all alone.  I hope none of you have had to go through this, and I would not wish this on anyone.  If you have....*hugs for you*  I am sorry.  This .

So right now, I will not be responding to any of your comments.  I will be reading them, and taking in the suggestions, but I cannot give anything more of myself at this particular moment for things like "update soon" because I am already a shell of a person as it stands now.  I WILL continue to post and update normally, but I will not be replying to all the comments right now.  When I feel better, I will get back to it, but I am just a bit overwhelmed at the moment.

I love you all dearly, and if you are going through a bad period, do not hesitate to PM me, I am still available to chat and such.  I just need to cut down on some things.

Love love love,

Llya

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950705 #1
Aegi love you~ <3
ErinCS #2
It's okay to cut some things.. You need some rest too :) There's nothing more I can say. I just want you to know that I care about you and would wanna talk to you if you need to let go of any burden to any stranger,I'll be there for you ;)

I love you <3 ^^
KrazyK #3
Everybody has been so supportive that I cannot add much except to say that I understand and it does get better. Maybe not for a while, but it will get better. You are very wise to pull back and 'recharge' yourself because sometimes curling up in a ball is the best that we can do. Just one step and one day at a time. Know that we love you and we will be here when you can.
orkideh #4
Everybody hurts some day
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts
Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
It's okay
lalalalalala It's okay

Whenever I feel sad I listen to it and it makes me all better
Wish I could sing to you live and play my guitar ^^

Sorry I'm horrible with words
I don't know how to comfort people
Like Bee,I can do it face to face
wish you were here
or
I was there
I owe you a lot and I want to pay it back even if it's a little
Is it strange if I say you have me whenever you want to talk?
Just do know that I love you and I'm always on your side no matter what happens
Dear God,just let Liya be happy and healthy always!
Amen!

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Kazuhiko-Kun #5
Awh Unni-! I hope things get better for you soon!! I am also going through a rough patch, I won't go into much details because I don't want many people to know and i don't to stress you out, but I understand what you're going through to an extent. To an extent I can understand. I love you Unnie and if you want to talk to me just message me or add me on Facebook okay? <3 think of Exo shirtless and waiting for you in your bedroom ^_^ (*shifty eyes* that sounds erted-ish)
GeminiDragon #6
Ah Bee is just so cute and funny but did she really have to go all Richard Marx on you?

Llya I understand completely. I hope you can get over this period with less scarring than I have gone through it really does and I hope you don't hurt so much.

Don't let others pull you into that state. Let them say what they want you know nothing they say is even near of what you really know is going on with your life. They don't know anything.

I just hope you can try to get a sembleance of the happiness you had before all the mess you have had lately in your life nothing is and will never be easy again but you do have to deal with it so try to be strong and try to get out of that hurtful place that does nothing but get you depressed.

I love you to mami and I hope you feel better soon you know if your ever need to talk you got us your other family and we truly love you without judging you.
SeraizaLee #7
I just read your LJ... I'm totally stunned at the whole thing..!! Sweetie... You have done NOTHING NOTHING and I repeat NOTHING WRONG..!! I know that whatever Insay would not be jolding any weight against those who are much closer to you in RL or online, but stay strong and try to get out of that situation. Even if no one believes you, you have to believe in yourself. Its not a cycle for you to go through frequently. I'm not judging you in any way, and I think its not pity that you're asking for. So please try to take care of yourself. I know how strong they can be especially when they are in that state.
Remember you may not know alot of us, but we are all here for you. Please don't keep it all in on yourself either. The strong & happy ones are always the ones who need the listening ear and the shoulder to cry and lean on the most. Please please take care..!!
P.S: If ever comes the need to suddenly talk... you know me on here and twitter, so dont hesitate to give a shoutout if needs be.
geo_gurlz #8
Whatever that didn't kill you make you stronger. I believe that all of your problem will pass away and you'll be stronger and stronger.
Dani_K #9
It hurt to read this, I don't know you personally but what I've seen in your A/N in your stories you seem like a happy person. I hope that you get through whatever is going on and that one day you won't have to feel like a shell of yourself.
skykhunyeon #10
Noona if u read this I know how u feel thats just like me when thing like that happen I just block out everyone till im back but im just a shell too I could never be the same kid but just remember that people like us love u ok just let it out ok (u dont have to er eplg to this just seeing u happy is all I need to know ur ok)
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