Okay honestly usually i would avoid ranting anywhere, especially online. This blog post will probably disappear after some time but for now just needed a place to release all my stress...

it...

yes most of you guys know i would prefer not to use such words except for character reasons but today...god i feel like stabbing someone. Yepp stab with the nearest knife i can find. Wont say much but don't you guys just have those days when people just seem to bug you too much i can't tolerate it anymore. Well today that happened, everything i seem to do is just bad. it, if its not enough to hear it from m one person now i have to deal with another person. Oh yeah wow thanks, saying like that will just motivate me, damn no. 

I want to cry but no i cant, cause god forbid i cant have any privacy, and crying and locking myself in the toilet would just be so coy...gosh today i feel like . Woke up early from school, go home, buy dinner for my sister and i, just because my sister is just so helpful nowadays (sarcasm) oh and did you know living with someone who has OCD isn't easy, oh no it's not the serious type but she's like the freak type who would get mad at me if  stuff arent placed how they were. She gets up and fixes it herself when in fact its no different, no seriously. Dont believe me??? For example i put back the mirror on the shelve i already pushed it farthest against the wall, but no she has to fix it herself again and attempts to push it back when it's basically stuck to the wall already. Oh and this is this is just the beginning. Wont go into detail but bottom line it's hard.

ughh...i just want to freaking exercise and get rid of the stress but hey...i can't.