OKAY! I'M NO GOOD IN LOVE!

well...okay,

there was this weird guy, we are classmates at second grade and fourth grade

and now ...<_< fifth grade

at second grade I still remember he was my freaky bestfriend who is sometimes always over protective and weird

we usually always talk and laugh at that grade, everytime I caught him doing weird things like :

chewing a toothpaste O_o

just looking at his feet he's already smiling....etcs.

and if others told him to STOP he doesn't but if I'm the one who will tell him to STOP he will

which is strange O.O, so that year our friends used me to stop him from being weird

and then at third grade I always get late with HIM

but were not classmates anymore and his section is soooo FAR and I usually ignore him now

then at fourth grade....OKAY THIS IS WEIRD!!!

there was a day I was thinking of him ALL DAY, we are classmates last year

my friends always over me and he just smile and ask me if it's the truth and I say "No"

because I think he's just weird, but one day I was called at the faculty because I missed a quiz

because I was absent before that day and I never thought he was too! we usually don't talk

or really NEVER talk, that moment we were laughing and talking so much that we got small scores at the quiz

and then after that....my friends became more teaseful than before and then a couple of days

we are already ignoring each other like we don't know each other, if  ever he's beside me at masses

we never talk we just exchange glances and at the our father time at the mass where the part of holding hands

THAT  was the day I blushed so much,

then now at fifth grade,...I then figured out I'm having a crush on him secretly

me and my friends some unpleasant things but he was still kind through me

and even though he was the leader at our team, we never TALK if we did

may be it's just about the group talkings/borrowing LOL

THAT'S IT....everytime I think of him

I just began to like him and mixed like of hating him (sorry if my english XD)

and that's my stupid life around him....||