In case you were wondering...

I'm not sure how many of you have noticed my absence, but I've been gone none the less.

 

For those of you who messaged me personally to inquire about me I do appreciate it and apologize for not answering you back.

 

There's no easy way to announce this so I'll just let it be known that my father had an unexpected and sudden massive heart attack. He passed away a few weeks ago- and for this reason alone I have been unable to participate on the site.

 

I apologize for the hold up and hiatus this has put me on, but as I'm sure you can understand I've been a complete and utter disaster. I've taken a leave of absence from work as well in an attempt to get my bearings together and recover from this devastation.

 

It is my intent to return soon, when the desire to write fills my heart again, but for the moment I ask for you understanding in the matter. Some of you may occasionally see me on Tumblr, my go to for when I can't sleep at night... you can certainly message me there and I will be more likely to reply to you. Again I apologize for my absence and lack of communication- but it's been too hard.

 

Thank you and I love all of you.

 

Sincerely yours,

Kaishka

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kim_seul_young #1
I'm so sorry about your father. I know he's in a better place. I offer my condolences and prayers. *hugs* be strong chingu!
ClaudineB
#2
Owh :( I was stalking your site to check if you've updated any of your fantastic stories or done new ones, and I was so shocked when I read this. I'm so sad and sorry to learn about your father...I hope and pray that God will comfort you and give you strength to go through this difficult time.

Please do take your own time to grieve and heal. I lost my grandmother a year ago and I truly understand it will take some time for someone to get over the loss of a loved one, because every so often tears would just roll down my cheeks when something triggers a memory of her. Time would heal all wounds-eventually. The pain would still be there, no doubt, but time, coupled with the support of other loved ones would make it bearable to go thru.

I wish I could give you a hug right now, but in the meantime, here's some virtual ones ***hugs*** Take care of yourself, first and foremost. xoxo
nahhson
#3
I'm really sorry for your loss, and I hope that things will get better for you. Take all the time you need honey.
-Selena
Heelover
#4
I'm so sorry for your loss. My sincere condolences. And it's understandable for you to take your time; I hope you will be ok. ; ;
taenyholic
#5
Sorry to hear that.be strong dear. -_- :') ♡♥
BluePhoenix #6
... I'm so sorry to hear that. Take as much time as you need.
Always thinking of you.
NessaLarin #7
*hugs* I so sorry to hear that darlin. Keep your head up! ♥ You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
NightAtTokyo
#8
omg... I'm so sorry really; you don't have to apologize for not being here and you don't need to comeback soon, take your time until you feel better, it will be hard but you will be ok. I'll be praying for you and your family. Everything is gonna be ok you'll see <3
BlaqShinki
#9
I'm so sorry for your loss. Take your time until you're ready to start again. We're waiting and praying for you.
Goddess-of-Love
#10
I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Please take all the time you need, don't rush yourself. My prayers go out for you and your family in this time of hardship.
RobinHood108
#11
Hi! I know we have not talked before, but I should say this. I'm sorry for your lost. I have, also recently lost one of my love ones and I do understand how it feels. Especially when it is someone so close to you, like your father. I'm sure he would be up in heaven watching over you, so keep your head up high! :) we all care for you here. <3
babyindigo #12
be tough baby, we know you can ♥♥
-love from indonesia-