Currently listening to: SHINee - Why so serious and SHINe live ver.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_k3RfXA8iC4

I am so in love with SHINee's comeback; I really want this album! And Taemin's new hair will be the death of me. Omg.

Hi guys. I've been meaning to write a blog post about everything that's been happening to me these past few days, just to let out all of these feelings, but I never really got to do it until now. I'll split everything into the days that it happened just to make it easier for me, okay?

Tuesday 30th April

On Tuesday morning, I was in a really good mood because the weather was really nice and I was listening to Cho Yong Pil's Bounce while I was eating breakfast (seriously, that song never fails to make me smile!^.^) But when I got to school, I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed because I was dreading going to confirmation meetings that night. I mean, I really did want to get confirmed but these 3 girls from class went also, and I really, very much did not want to spend my extra time outside of school seeing them. I was in a bad mood all day that day and I'm sorry to my friends if I said something extra nasty; I didn't mean it!^.^

 These 3 girls haven't exactly done anything bad to me, maybe indirectly? I don't know. Anyways, my best friend and I share mutual feelings about them: we both think they're total es. Now, by all means do I swear/use bad language a lot, but I feel as though that is the only word I can describe them with. Maybe they aren't like that to that extent, I wouldn't know, I'm not close with them. I know I shouldn't judge, but we have been in the same class for nearly 4 years now, so I think my judgment has a chance of being correct. It was this one incident that just made me ugh. They asked me if I was going to the confirmation meeting - for the third time that day! - and I quite curtly answered them 'I'm not sure yet' and then turned back to do my work. And then (and then!) they turned to each and whispered (not so quietly!!) about how my confirmation won't go on if i don't go to the meetings, blah, blah, blah. I mean they can talk about me for all I care, but you might as well do it properly behind my back, NOT IN FRONT OF MY FREAKIN' FACE. Ugh. I ended up not going to the meeting that night and we had BBQ too! Yay \o/

  I do feel a bit bad for not going, but I'll deal with that another day.

Wednesday 1st May

Okay, I can't remember what happened on Wednesday (sorry!) but I think it was a good day for me. :D

Few hours later  Ahh, now I remember. It was a good day, except for the hour we had an RE lesson. I was sat on a table with the previously mentioned 3 girls (ugh) and I was feeling slightly moody because of them. Thankfully, it wasn't just me and the 3 girls on the table, my best friend and my other friend were sat with us too, so that kind of helped. The topic of conversation in the lesson was about suffering, and if it can be good on some occasions. We had to answer a question about a time that we had suffered before, and I immediately thought about losing a family member. I started to write about the time when I lost my only grandmother/grandparent that I knew, but not in great detail. It wasn't something I wanted to remember.

  Anyway, the 3 (as how best friend + I now call them) were making me feel agitated with their constant annoying and insulting (and stupid -.-) side comments that were not-so-quiet. It didn't help that I was feeling sad about all this reminiscing. Yeah, I ended up in a bad mood for the rest of the day.

Thursday 2nd May

Thursday was an absolutely amazing day for me! I started the day feeling tired but nonetheless happy, and the sun was out and I just was in such a good mood! Not only was our geography lesson sooo funny that day, but we got the results back from the science test that our class took a few days ago, and I got 64/75. FREAKIN' 64!! I came in joint second (with one of the girls I was talking about^^ but who cares!) \o/

 Haha, I was just so happy with the results :D

Anyway, as if the day couldn't get any better, my English lesson had to be so hilarious! The history lesson before that was spent doing an assessment, so English was like a breath of fresh air. I won't delve into any details, (because if I did, I would go on for ages!) but lets just say I don't think I've enjoyed a day like that so much in ageeeesss! ;D

 Haiiiii, this new school term has been good to me \o/

All my test/assessment results have been really, way more than satisfactory, and I'm glad because I'm trying really hard. I thank the heavens so much for Thursday because if it had not been like that, I think I would have lost it (like literally flip tables haha). It made me really happy and kind of forget everything bad that happened this week. Though I am still worrying about my future career choice and GCSE's coming up in a couple of years, I think everything will be alright. It will all fall into place soon :D

Okay, I'll end this blog here because this was a loooot of writing (I'm sorry!) but I hoped you guys enjoyed reading! If anyone is actually reading this! Byeeee~