So, last year i got a friend of mine into k-pop and she was all like : K-POP!! I NEED ITTT!!!

and i iwas like, okay, nice, no need to get so hyper, but, okay~

i thought, that finally, there was someone i could talk to abut k-pop. i was really happy.

and when christmas was knocking on the door we all asked her what she wanted for christmas.

and she told us to give her k-pop, and that we did. i burned 2 cds for her another friend got some kpop stuff from peru and her parents even spent 50 to 70 freakin' euro to get her a bap callendar and some notebook thingy. *the real book with papers, not the machine*.

and when we all visited her because she changed schools, she wsa so happy and hyper about the stuff. okay, i was a bit jealous because she could even tell her parents she liked kpop, cause my parents would laugh at me*really, they would*

and just today another friend of mine brought all the kpop stuff she got from us for CHRISTMAS and said: here, you can have that stuff, i dont need it anymore.

she didnt even have the guts to call me and ask if i wanted it!!

she just used another friend to give me stuff i was sure envious of, but still didnt want.

i dont know, but i feel so freakin sad and upset and betrayed. i dont wannna do anything, just go to a corner and cry.

for hours.