hi everyone!! it's 12 midnight and still can't sleep so i decided to make a blog hahaha. i just want to share my dramatic short story kkkk... since i'm using mobile i can't edit the spacing and font. when i was at a young age or at elementary school i do have friends. there was a time that i wish i will never left this life because i'm really enjoying it but then i was wrong. i thought they were good friends but something makes me realize, they were making fun of me and i keep asking myself " why do i let them to make fun of me, why do i feel like i'm idiot all the time?" so i decided to left them for my goodness sake. after that i found my bestfriend and she's my cousin so i'm really comfortable at her. i thought we will last forever coz' we made promises that we're "pakners in crime" but she undergoes adolescense. she had a boyfriend and left me alone. she sacrifice me for her boyfriend. i was so depressed and i tried suicide but i realize maybe someone deserves me and take me from depressive life that my world have. after how many years of waiting for that someone i didn't know that she came. i was in 3rd year high school when i met this girl named "cherie mae". when i first saw her i felt something strange something that i can't explain but i just ignore it. days,weeks,and months passed but still i don't trust any of my classmates until i was transfred on another seat near cherie mae. at first i didn't approach her coz' we don't know each other and i'm not friendly. few months have passed and i didn't know that we're friends and i'm starting to trust someone else. we become friends and thats how we started to be. i can't still remember the exact date when we became closefriends it's october 25, 2011. when i enter 4th year we became classmates again but my seat is far away from her so i can't talk to her. few months passed and i realize something,is she that someone? i keep asking that to myself until i prove to myself that yeah! she is that someone. one day at school, it was early in the morning i was going to approach her when someone grab my oppurtunity. i felt crazy i can't explain the feeling so i just returned to my seat. i saw her talking to others while i'm all alone at my seat i felt uncomfortable until i realize something. "am i being jealous" ohh no~~ this is not me. there was one time that we fought but she didn't know why, i just keep it to myself. i was only jelous of others coz' she talks to them but she didn't do the same thing to me until i remember the past that maybe she's also fooling around like what happened in the past but i'm wrong. she even prove to me that she was really that someone. she apologize even she didn't know what she was sorry for and said " i used to lost friends too but i'm not going to lose you but if that's what you want i will understand" i was touched and my heart cries. she's really the one who deserves me and accept me not becoz' i'm her friend but becoz' she loves me a lot and i love her too much that she couldn't imagine that it exist. i'm really thankful that she came in mylife even though i'm dramatic ahahaha still she accepted. i wish i will die with her. and that's the end of my story hahaha. she's SuperJuniorR_13 in here ahaha.. and i'm hoping she will read this dramatic story of mine. hahaha well i'm sorry guys for disturbing your notifs hahaha... ILOVEYOUSOMUCHYEOBS<3 no space for others kkkkk... that's all and now i'm off to bed~~ it's 1:00 am