Dear Haneul,

I'm sorry.

Aside from the things that have happened.. I should have been a better friend. I set my girlfriend over you. I was never your shoulder to cry on, your friend to give you a hug when you needed one, I wan't always there for you. I'm so sorry. Although you understood why I never actually hugged you or even did any things a brother is supposed to do for you, I still should have done them. I regret not being as close to you as I possibly could. I regret not being the friend you could just, rely on. It hurts now that I lost you. It hurts so bad. Apart from the break up, not only did I lose my girlfriend, I lost you too. Who else am I supposed to fall back on? I'm stuck pitifully listening to "Replay" and "Sleepless Night" remembering all the moments we had together. I wish I was a better friend when I had the chance.

I'm sorry.

Sincerely,

Chen