I'm A Horrible Fan...But Better Late Than Never. And Happy Anniversary Anyway!
I'm so incredibly sorry, guys. I feel like singing "I'm Sorry, Girl~" to you guys, but that really doesn't apply XD I'd have to switch it to "I'm Sorry, Boy", and that would probably change the whole meaning of the song.
So anyways...Happy late anniversary. I mean, it's technically today for me, but it was yesterday for you all...and I ran out of time to say something. So I'll make something up as I go along, I suppose.
I remember the first time I saw you guys. I liked your Bad Girl dance and thought Dongwoon was drop dead gorgeous. But no matter how hard I tried, I really couldn't get into any of your other songs. I had maybe a total of 4 songs (if I remember correctly, Bad Girl, Mystery, Shock, and Soom - and I only really listened to Bad Girl). You were cute, and I thought you were talented and all, but I seriously couldn't bring myself to totally fangirl over you guys.
It seems to happen to me a lot in the kpop world. But yeah, some time passed and you guys were always there, but I seldom acknowledged it before anyone else.
Then "On Rainy Days" came out, and I remember really liking the track. So I revisited some other songs. I still wasn't fond of them, but I tolerated them. Then came Fiction.
Something definitely clicked with Fiction. It instantly became my obsession. But even still, I couldn't even call myself a huge fan.
That was until a few weeks ago. I redid my page on here to say my biases were Dongwoon, Gikwang, and Yoseob. But suddenly I found myself torn between six members. While I like Dongwoon a teensie bit more, I realized that I had a growing love for each member equally.
Now, even still, I can't say I'm the hugest B2UTY, however, I'm doing my best to express my sincere admiration and love for the boys of B2ST. I gotta say, in my sudden interest in B2ST, I've gone back and relistened to all their old songs I once felt no emotional connection with. Now they're on replay on my iPod and I freaking adore them.
So, I guess I must apologize for not realizing that I love you guys sooner than I did. But it's always better late than never, and I'm glad I can now call myself a true B2UTY. :)
Happy anniversary to all six of you: Doojoon, Hyunseung, Junhyung, Yoseob, Gikwang, and Dongwoon. You guys have come so far in such a short amount of time ♥
And I've known you guys about as long as B2ST...except I remember liking you a bit more at first (now I love the both of you equally). Oh Yeah definitely caught my attention...maybe because Joonie was stripping his shirt off right in front of my young, impressionable teenaged eyes, and I realized the definition of "y". I remember being captivated with your strong dance moves and vocals...and Mir's bad-assness. :3
But anyways...it took me a while to really learn about you guys, too. It's not that I wasn't interested...I just never really paid much attention to learning the members, since I was naive and only had eyes for Joon and Mir. But I quickly learned that Seungho, G.O., and Thunder were all indespensible members of MBLAQ, and without them, there would be no MBLAQ for me to love.
I'm so incredibly amazed at your wide-ranged talents and all of your attitudes...especially working under the great Jung Jihoon. It must put a lot of pressure on you boys to live up to his standards. Don't ever discourage yourselves and your skills, because in just two short years you've captured the hearts of thousands upon thousands of girls like me.
So MBLAQ...happy anniversary to you as well. And yours is actually on time, if I believe. Thanks to Sharona's reminder, of course X3 ♥
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