I feel like crying....

I just lied to my Oppa. I was surprised he actually cared alot about me... I met him here on AFF and he acts so calm and quiet I think he doesn;t actually even think about me,

I'm sorry Oppa, I knw that you care about me now. Don't get mad at me. I know it's impossible, because of what I did and what I told you. 

I am also mad to one of my Unnie's..

Why tell Oppa about me? Didn't we promise to each other? 

I hate you. I really do right now.