Who is cdbmblackjack?
Hello reader
Since I got SO MANY QUESTIONS these past days like "How old are you?" .. "Where do you live in?" .. "Why are you interested in shipping Chaera and not SkyDragon/Daragon?" and "WHO AM YOU and YOUR INTERESTS?!". I got so many questions in my PM list, so .. I'm here to have my explanations on some of them. It's kinda long so please bare with me, okay? If you're not interested, you are all free to ignore this ^_____^ ready? *smirks*
First, I'm B----- J-- B----- a.k.a cdbmblackjack. I don't want to expose my REAL name here because .. I don't know, privacy? Well, for those who are members of the group named "ChaeRa-diction" in facebook, I bet you all know me, right? So, if you're in that case, just don't expose my name here, arraso? AHAHAHAHA! :D
I love SkyBlue/Baby Blue and I also get attracted to Gray, Black, White and Brown. I don't know why, maybe because .. they're not irritating in my eyes. I'm 17 years old, turning 18 this May. I'm getting old now T_T I'm a hundred-million percent FEMALE and I lived in Philippines. I don't know why everytime I got to mention my age, they all got stunned or shocked about it. Why? Someone tells me the reason? o.O
So, these are my interests! ^_^
I am a SNS enthusiasts, I love reading books, sharing my thoughts, I love KPop, I know a little bit of singing and dancing (just a little bit), I know how to play instruments (Guitar, Drums, Flutes and Piano), I am a pet lover (especially dogs and cats 'cause we have plenty of them in our house), I love GOD and I am a Born-Again Christian, I love writing (stories and poems), I love Computer Programming (I'm just starting to learn Picture Editing and Audio/Video Editing), I AM AN OTAKU (Anime Lover) and I understand a little bit of Korean and Japanese Languages (Just a little, maybe, as little as ants! LOL! :P), I love Photography (specialization? Nature Photography), loves Adventure, driving is also one of my passion (motorcycles, cars, bikes, skateboards and longboards) and an ULTIMATE FRISBEE Player for two years now (one of the reason why I am very late in updating my stories aside from my studies).
Enough for that. I'm so embarrassed to mention them T_T but I have to so that one of you here who might be reading this now would be satisfied about his/her question's answers. -_-
I am a Blackjack since 2NE1's debut because of Dara. Well, as we all know, Dara was a very BIG STAR here in the Philippines and I'm one of her FANGIRL way back .. 2005? I guess it's 2005, ahhh. Nevermind it, back to the point. I've been watching all their Shows, CFs, MVs, Concert Fancams (because I can't go to their concerts), Appearances and everything that are related to them. Obssessed? Hmmm .. I guess that's the correct term to describe how I "fangirl" these girls that whenever they releases New Song sneak peeks or MVs, I literally screamed and my mom would almost kicked me to go outside because it annoys her. :D Dara was my bias before but it was changed in the year 2010 and it's Chaerin ^__^
She's my role model. They way she showers her charisma, her husky-cold yet sweet voice are PERFECT! She doesn't even care when people are telling her she's not beautiful. Wait, isn't she beautiful? WOW! I would definitely disagree to that, just like what she said .. She has an Admirable beauty. She may not be as beautiful as Dara without make up (because Dara is a natural beauty) but when she strikes her aegyos and cute facial expressions, GHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD! I might collapse! :P LOL! She also have this admirable attitude that only 2NE1 members and the closests persons she had witnessed it. I might not be one of her closest friend she had PLUS I know there is only 0.000000000000000000001 percent that she'll be able to know me but based on what Dara's been telling to us through SNS and as what we saw in 2NE1TV and Concert Makings, CRAP! She's really admirable in every way, right? Just like what Dara said, "Chaerin might be cold leader but when she's with me or with us, she's our Baby Rin and the sweetest member we have."
Oh, also include BIGBANG. I got to know them because of 2NE1 (shame on me for not noticing the kings), and since then, I downloaded ALL their songs. Imagine how many songs they produced, and I luckily got them all. Since 2006 up to the present. And I became a VIP since then (2009) and Jiyong and YoungBae are definitely my biases. Bias doesn't mean I don't love the other members, it's an act of admiring them among the other members maybe because of their overflowing Charisma and include the Appeals ^_^ I love BIGBANG so much that I would argue anyone who'll oppose me and would try to ruin their images to me. Despite of all the issues they went through, look at them now? They are reigned as Kings of KPop and 2NE1 as the Queens. I'm not making stories or whatever, I have sources and even American producers and music critics are telling this whenever they got inteviewed. We could feel it whenever they stand on stage, right? That during their last day of their concert's final destination which is Seoul (Alive World Tour), there are A LOT OF KPop Idols who were there and be able to witness how good their concert was. And now, Jiyong's setting up another record for Korean Artists who was able to fill up all seats in Japan's 4 biggest Domes in SOLO ACT! His concert tickets were SOLD OUT after releasing it, amazing .. Isn't it? And Daesung! He's career in Japan is blooming right now.
I am a YG Stan. All YG Entertainment's artists are extremely awesome, from JinuSean to Lee Hi's generation. JinuSean, 1TYM, GUMMY, SE7EN, PSY, BIGBANG, 2NE1, EPIK HIGH, LEE HI and including their actors and actresses, I just love them all. Once you are under their family, you are definitely an awesome artist once you debuted, agree? YGE may not have the biggest income in a year in all KPop Entertainments BUT THIS AGENCY/FAMILY CONTAINS THIS WORLD WIDE ARTISTS! Awesome world wide song beats, stunning voices and one of a kind outfits are YG's trademarks. All their artists are good singers and rappers. Oh, include their INCREDIBLE BACK UP DANCERS. HiTech and Crazy! They are just awesome and an admirable people! I also have all their songs! ^_________^v
Okay I'll stop telling this kind of stuffs because I know all of you are aware of it, right? HAHAHA! :D
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So let's moved on to the next question who has been asked to me for a COUPLE OF TIMES! Why I am Shipping CHAERA than SKYDRAGON/DARAGON?
To tell you all honestly, I am a DARAGON Shipper, in short .. I am an APPLER for 4 years now! DARAGON was the first couple whom I shipped and the reason is .. ahhh .. it's all because of LOLLIPOP's MV and the making. For crap's sake, the way Jiyong stared at her was TOTALLY DIFFERENT compared to his stares to others. I don't know, I just find it romantic. Plus, his twitter replies whenever Dara posted weird, cute, beautiful photos of her or just weird tweets. My Appler's heart is beating so fast whenever I'll find their cute conversations, I just can't explain it. They looked soooooooooooooooooooooooooo great! I know they both belong in the same entertainment that it's normal if they have same Clothes or Accessories because they almost have the same sponsors but what catches my attention was Dara and Jiyong's COUPLE RING! I am telling the truth, Jiyong and Dara were the only Asians who have this ring and it's not like a normal ring .. IT'S AN EXPENSIVE RING! Plus they are lined in some Hollywood couples who have these rings! You could find it in WIKIPEDIA and as we all know, WIKIPEDIA never tells lies about informations, right? I bet all my DARAGON/APPLER FRIENDS here are aware of it and they already saw it, right? ^_____^ I know Jiyong said in 2NE1TV Season 3 that he's not dating or he'll not date YG Artists but I just couldn't hide my feels for them. ^____^
SKYDRAGON?! Ghaaaaaaaaaaaaad! Please don't hate me SKYDRAGON Shippers who are my friends here, I'm just telling my OWN OPINION. Okay, why I don't ship this couple? How would I even call them couple if they're just treating each other as SIBLINGS? Jiyong is one of Chaerin's role models and she admires him because of his MUSIC and as we all know they are FASHIONISTAS and they shared a common interest! That's all. They might getting hype when Jiyong or Chaerin updated their Instagram and they're in just one frame but I don't care. One of Chaerin's inteviews recently asked her if they're a real couple and just hiding their relationship and the fans says that they find them as couple because of her Instagram photos with Jiyong (inluding YB) and wanna know what she answered?
"I wouldn't do that (post photos online) if we were real couple!" then she laughed. Now tell me? Do I still have to ship them?
BABABAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! The last part! CHAERA! ^___^
People might think I'm delusional about them but GHAAAAAAAAAAAD! I don't know why! I don't know why I'm really hooked to this couple! I know they are just treating each other as PURELY BESTFRIENDS but someone tells me WHY IS IT REALLY DIFFERENT WHENEVER CHAERIN STARES AT DARA OR DARA STARES AT CHAERIN? No, I'm not telling this because I am their shipper but because, even my friends who are not KPop Fans said that they find them cute and sweet as couple!
I started to ship them during the 2NE1TV Season 1, the same year that I started to ship DARAGON but my Appler feels is just a few months older. Those BLACKJACKS and CHAERA Shippers here will really understand my point why I find them as a couple! The way Chaerin protects Dara is different compared to what she's showing to others. It's like they're in a different dimension once they started to talk just the two of them .. I don't know, I could feel it and I noticed it! The way she teases Dara is different, the way she smiles when Dara jokes is different, the way she talks to her is different and THE WAY SHE CLINGS TO DARA IS DIFFERENT! Duuuuuuuuuuuh! Dara hates people who clings to her — she finds it really uncomfortable, but when it comes to her co-members, she just ignores it especially Bom but for Chaerin! I don't know, IT'S REALLY DIFFERENT! DIFFERENT! DIFFERENT! Oh .. You guys should watch "CHAERA MOMENTS" in Youtube, it has almost 80+ short videos which are just a compilation of their caught in the act moments and so that you could understand me!~ (different editors)
WARNING : Just don't mind some exaggerated captions there! Just watch their body languages when they are with each other! And you'll understand it, trust me! Those videos made my Chaera Heart became stronger and I believe that they are true! ^_^v
PLUS HERE! Do watch 2NE1TV Season 1 and I guess it's episode 6 .. there was a scene that Chaerin was with Yang Gaeng and Hyun Jong (their designers) to make TEAM SHOES for the rest of the girls. It's a sort of .. Chaerin's presents for her members since they don't have TEAM PERSONALIZED SHOES back then. And Chaerin texted all the members that she'll be out to make Harin (her younger sister) a present which is not true! It's her alibi. She just wanna make the girls surprised about it! ^___^
When Dara came home with the other 2 members, she had this SWEET AND CUTE MESSAGE for Chaerin while holding Tam-Tam (that purple hand made doll which they called their son) and facing their living room's camera! These are the exact words she said during that night! *prepare*
"Hey, Chaerin-ah? What time is it now? Where are you? WE'RE STILL NEWLY WEDS. If you don't come home at night, then how should we go on? Are we in a rut already? We are waiting (Dara and Tam-Tam). Come home quickly."
*dies!* Seeeeeeee? I guess this was the start why we have CHAERA COUPLE NOW! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH :D Better watch it cause if I'm going to story tell it? I might gonna right another story. HAHAHAHAHA :} All their actions, we have meaning if it. Whatever they wear, we all have meanings of it! Crazy isn't it? The Chaera shippers are not the only ones who are thinking this kind of stuffs, all the fans out there too with their OTPs.
We, the Chaera Shippers believe that they are true despite the FACT that they are just best friends .. CLOSE BEST FRIENDS but there is nothing wrong in imagining these kind of things, right? We are created as the higher rank of species on Earth and we are given this wide thinking skills, so this is the way how we use some of it. IMAGINING THAT OUR OTPs ARE REAL!
Now, CHAERA IS MY NUMBER 1 OTP and DARAGON is at the second spot!
Lastly, how I discovered Asianfanfics.com?
As what I'd mentioned above, I am an SNS Enthusiasts. Facebook, ME2DAY, Tumblr, Twitter are my world before AFF showed up. I discovered AFF because one of my followers in Tumblr messaged me about this 'cause he knows I'm a CHAERA and DARAGON Shipper and so eager to read FanFictions about them. So, he suggested me this site! I read a loooooooooooooooooot of CHAERA AND DARAGON Stories before. I just wanted to read and so I didn't registered. I was really fascinated how the AUTHORS wrote those stories, the way they wrote it, the way they let their readers feel the feelings of the story .. and they became my inspiration for my poems and stories before creating an account here.
That follower suggested that I should create an account so that I could follow all the updates so that's it. I became cdbmblackjack starting November 4, 2012 up to now! ^__^ I wasn't even aware that we could post statuses, comments, blogs or whatever since I am really a stranger but my curious mind led me to discover so many things here. The Tags, the PMs, the friend requests, the FAQs, the Karma points and everything, I learned all of that in just one day. I keep on exploring until I finally subscribed a CHAERA and DARAGON Story until I subscribed so many stories before, a GOOD STORIES!
It wasn't really my plan to create stories before, as what I've said, all I want is to read! But then one day, a story line appeared in my mind and that's the birth of BEING INLOVE! As you guys read it, HAHAHAHA! It's a bit an unorganized story because I really don't have my story line for that one, I just wrote what scene was currently running inside my mind back then. You do also noticed it, right? I know 'cause I'm also re-reading my stories. Typos and Grammatical errors are there! And I know I still have it in my stories now, right? But I'm not ashamed of it because through that story, I know there are a lot of CHAERA Shippers here and I love how they supported me up until now, you guys gave me encouragement to do more and do well ^___^ 모든 사람들 감사 드립니다
I have a total of 6 CHAERA STORIES and 1 DARAGON ONE-SHOT STORY! ^_^
THE SERVANT's the only DARAGON STORY I had and it's unorganized at all. Not advisable to read ^___^
CHAERA STORIES :
1. BEING INLOVE (completed)
2. THE MISS OF A GREAT MISS (ONE-SHOT)
3. THE LETTER (ONE-SHOT)
4. STAY WITH ME (completed)
5. CALL OF DUTY (on-going)
6. LAST MINUTE (on-going)
So, among my CHAERA Stories, what story or stories do you like so far? (one-shot, completed series and ongoing) reader
Sooooooooooo, till next blog, arraso? Take Care everyone! Good Evening!~ ^_____^
cdbmblackjack at your service and sending a lots of love!~
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