Holaaaaa...................

Its my first time to writing this...haha... oh well... I dont know what should I say here but I feel like I want to talk with my friends *idk if others can read it too I mean the one who not yet friend with me* I still remember when the first time I know whats asianfanfics.com is...haha... Its funny tho.....

I'm start being a chaera shippers since I'm watching 2NE1TV Seasons 2. Their relationship looks different... I dont know how to describe the different means.. I guess u know what I mean. Everything was start when I noticed the way CL look at Dara.. When I'm observing her stares towards Bom & Minzy its different.. Her eyes will sparkling when she staring at Dara. Why is it? And her lips will foam a smile automatically whenever Dara speaking. U guys noticed it.. I know it.. hahaha...

Some of my friends said I'm being a delusional   Blackjack since I'm a Chaera shippers, because they are Daragon, Skydragon & SunSky shippers. Geezzz.... Do I care... I said I believe what my eyes sees.. Even we know the truth they are not into a forbidden relationship.. we are just envy their close relationship even though deep inside I'm always asking myself "what if CL & Dara is a REAL COUPLE"

I know its sounds weird..haha.. but tbh, I'm more liking a forbidden relationship than a normal relationship.. u know.. u easily get bored and u got dumb and find someone new and the silly things is repeated again and again... but when we into someone who has a same gender, boys to boys and girls to girls,there's something that make us cant and hard to let go of the relationship..as I said on some of my fics.. we know and we understand what they want, what they like and what they dont..cuz of that the understanding between the relationship becoming more and more strong.... *ok I should stop talking nonsense*

Back to the main story... Because I was too far to drowning with Chaera I'm searching for their video on Youtube and I found Chaera Moments, they video was made by 2ne1YGbigbang I guess.. Idk.. i forgot the username..and with that she/he put the chaera fanfics link on the description, I click the link and that was the first time I know this asianfanfics.com is exist! Hahaha! Poor me!

At first I'm just become a silent readers, I didnt make any acc in this asianfanfics.com I'm just read and read... I guess I read all of Chaera stories inside this web. Until someday, all of the Chaera authors went silent and I cant read any new update I decided to make a acc... First acc just long for 1 day since on the next day I forgot my password..LOL then finally I made this acc... I keep reading and reading the stories until finally I decide to at least trying to write one story of Chaera..then the Thug Luv story was born...

I was so happy at first, cuz I can write anything that I want and anything that I imagine would happen to Dara and CL relationship.. the ideas come to me ALOT and it makes me update my 1st story EVERYDAY!  Hahaha! Since that was the 1st time, I know its not that good tho.. the grammars and typos a lots.. well, 1st time is not always perfect up until now I know I;m still having a lot of error grammars and typos.. LOL..

I write and write, thinking and thinking even when I'm eating,shower and sleeping Chaera IS ALWAYS INSIDE MY MIND! ONE WORD, OBSSESSED! I know it. Since I'm a working person,ermm in short my own business, I sits inside my office everyday even during holidays it makes me more easier to update my story everyday..haha.. For sure after my works is done only then I'm acting like a boss and Dad always blablabla  me.

Since I dont know much about fanfics and still new I'm just writing and writing and reading..yeah.. I dont even know that actually we can subscribes the stories that we like,we can vote and etc. I dont even know it all,seriously! xD I even wondering how can people subscribe to my story before..but now I know...

And I noticed it too... I saw my loyal readers.. they subcribe and read my story from the 1st story up till now. Thank u so much! I really appreciate it!!! :D And..u know what.. I wanna share this tho.. I'm a author, I wrote novel since my high school till my 2nd year university but in my own language, english is not my 1st language. I've been an author for 4 years but then I stop writing..until now.. because of Chaera!

My lecture is one of my novel readers. She said "U know what.. a novelist always express their real feelings on their story. If they happy they will giving a happy chapter if they are sad,tense and so on they will giving a complicated chapter." Yeah.. I admit it,sometimes I'm writing my story following my own moods.

To my fellow author here, the story that u write is actually reflects ur real attitude and ur feelings. People can recognize u thru ur story, for example if u're a funny person,having a great sense of humors u love to write the funny story,if u are a loving person u will alwyas write a lovey dovey and romantic moment and if u are a fierce person u will love to write a 'brutal' story. U know what I mean? Haha..... So can u guess , what kind of person am I? 

I talking to much but I had too.. something bothering my mind and it !!! @_@ I guess I should stop now....hehe... See ya! Good night!

xoxo