i hate myself for :- -not having any confident in myself -being such a stupid retarded person -for being a hypocrite to everyone although if i reveal my true self i might ended up being the black sheep of the family. -not having friends as i always feel insecure wih girls cause i will ended up being their source of jokes (too late and been there *sigh*) -for being ugly and fat...this is kinda the reason why i've got no friends at school... -for having a crush that looks a little like kpop celebrity and suffer because i dont have the guts to talk to them ㅠㅠ fanfic and korean drama is so unreality until i wish my life was like that...there is always a handsome guy to like you in the end...the is always people who is support you when you are betrayed or when you are humiliated...there is always an angel for you.... I EFFING HATE MY LIFE ! I ALWAYS GET THE BLAME EVENTHOUGH IT WAS OTHERS DOING I TRIES TO CHANGE BUT EVERYONE KEEP TEASING ME I GET AN AWARD FOR SOMETHING BUT NO ONE WENT TO SEE ME ON THE FREAKING STAGE i know...everyone has their own problem no need to tell the world but i've kept it too long inside my heart that almost make me crazy. so i think its better to say it out loud here cause no one know meh meheheh. so thank you for reading this crap and sorry to waste your time ^.^ and if you have any idea how to be confident let this woman know okay ~