For Lu Han, Happy 23rd Birthday
[Part 1]
(The times I got to like Lu Han)
I remembered the year and it was in the year 2011 (perhaps) when I first saw those bunch of black and white teaser photos. At first, I was just like "Wow. Another soon-to-be debuting group in SM Entertainment" and that's all I said and just passed by those photos and ignored them at first sight. But, as times passes by, I got more curious about this new boy group and went to SMTOWN's main page. I watched those black and white teaser photos and the one who truly caught my attention the most was none other than, Lu Han.. I was really like "He's so handsome and his face is just so angelic and pure. I think he's the maknae." I really got more driven to him and in no time, I must say I became an EXOtic in such era and it was all because of Lu Han.. More pictures were uploaded and I really think they were all so good-looking but Lu Han was the one whom I still consider the best. More teasers were uploaded and everything and I was just so into them already.. I must say I really can't wait for them to debut.. Then, when I searched the members profiles, I got too shocked when I knew that Lu Han wasn't the maknae and his age was like, 21 that time. I was like 'Seriously' and I really can't believe it. I always remembered the Date April 20 that it's his birthday and soon, 20 became my favorite number(it's even the number of my jersey).
When 'What Is Love' got released, I watched EXO-M's version and since there were only two who sang it w/c is Chen and Lu Han, I wondered why the others weren't there. I just listened to the song and that's when I fell for Lu Han even more. His voice was just too ethereal and heavenly just like his face and him, himself. Also when Teaser 21 was released (Baby Don't Cry), Lu Han's parts really got me. That became my all time favorite song and I can't wait for them to release the whole song of it. His voice is just my ultimate obsession and I want to hear him sing more songs (especially some English songs).
When History got released, I thought that was their debut song but it wasn't. Just another some sort of teaser.. Lu Han was still great as always and his dancing skills were also just as amazing as his singing skills. For me, he has the swag, the potential and the energy to do those things as much as he wants. I think Lu Han is just fantastic, you know??
Lastly, when they had their showcase, I didn't get the chance to watch it (of course) since I'm from the Philippines, I just watched the vids posted on Youtube to watch it.. Okay, the showcase was daebak and at the end of the showcase, they released some clips of their debut song 'MAMA'. I was like OMG!! They're debut is so NEAR. And a few days after the showcase, they really released MAMA and that MV was just epic. I find Lu Han really attractive, cute and at the same time awesome there (his telekenetic powers Woosh Woosh). When they debuted, I was more than happy to see them finally debut and when EXO-M made their debut in China, I badly wish I can be there to witness them(but I just can't)..
Now, I can say that they are really successful and this is all because of their hardwork... Lu Han, in the other hand, I can see he really worked so hard to come up this far and I think he really is just so incredible and that's what I really love about him.. Especially that today is another special day for him, I wish he'll continue to do his best(especially for their comeback) but at the same time, I wish he'll take good care of his self along the way. We, fans, don't want to feel worried and don't want to see our idols suffering, right??
Happy Birthday to this 23 year-old boy named, Lu Han. I love you and I always will.. And yes, EXOtics love and we always will.
[Part 2]
(Message for Lu Han)
I am actually just an average fan girl.. I'm not really those types who spazz so much about their biases and go to their concerts(I mean I would go if I have the chance and if I have more money). I just go and admire them here and there and listen to their songs and I really do read a lot of fanfictions about my biases. Honestly, I'm not a die-hard fan because if I go die-hard I might go crazy over them and think I'll have them which I know I can't and that's when it'll hurt. Reality hurts, right??
Okay, so I started being a fan for Lu Han when their teaser photos were released. He was really my first bias in EXO and up until now, he is still my number one bias. They say one finds it hard to choose a bias in EXO but.. Lu Han will always be my number one of all the number one's in my bias list. LOL.
Lu Han, for me, is just the epitome of a perfect man. Don't call me stupid or something but, I think of him in such way.. For me, after seeing him in many fancams and many videos, I think he's really just so amazing. Nobody is indeed perfect but I think Lu Han is really the guy to make one woman feel like she's complete.
I must say that it's crazy that I'm just so different from all my friends here in my place. I have some of my friends who love K-POP too and EXO but we're only like 3?? When the other people around me knew I had a thing for Lu Han, they'd say his gay and everything bad towards him. I just ignored their comments because I knew they were just jealous about Lu Han(lol because they ain't as talented and handsome as he is).
Honestly, this is really my first time to be a fangirl over a Boy Group for more than a year now.. Reason?? Lu Han..
I really really love Lu Han.. And I got to admit, the first time I ever cried over a group is because of Lu Han.. When they had their DKFC concert here in the Philippines?? I didn't get the chance to watch them but I really cried over him.. Cried due to happiness and this is because I realized how much he has gone through. When he sang Open Arms?? That's when I really can't contain my feelings and just let the tears flow. They were indeed tears of happiness and felicity.
I know that behind those smiles and laughters Lu Han is showing off, I know there's something that is hidden and sacred. There's some pain that he's feeling.. I don't know if you guys also think the same but I really think there's something behind his smiles.. It's like there's something he has inside him and I know he needs something..
I, as an average fangirl, I really wish he can get what makes Lu Han happy. I mean what makes him 'TRULY' happy. After your hardwork and everything, I really think you deserve to get your prize. I think you have indeed achieved your dream and you truly are deserving to have such position right now but even if you're already under your spot light of fame, I just wish for you to stay the same yet at the same time, I don't want to see you suffering and sad.. Like what I said, I just wish for you to have what 'TRULY' and 'INTENSELY' makes you happy. Happy deep down to your heart.
I know how much you miss your family right now.. I hope and pray you can get to visit them soon so that you can tell them how much you miss them and how much you wish to see them.
I hope that today, which is your birthday, I wish for all the best for you and one of my wishes, I wish you can aim that 'TRUE' happiness so that we, fans, will even be happier than ever to see you performing on stage and such with a true smile plastered on your face.
For I believe in this saying:
“The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.”
I love you Lu Han (as your fangirl) and I will always be here to support you and the rest of EXO till' the end.
Happy Birthday!! <3
[Part 3]
(Finale)
Lu Han is really a sweet guy.. Other members said, he really is a good guy even when he loves to joke and make fun most of the times.
The number 23 really doesn't fit your face and your attitude, yourself. I'm kidding. Well aren't I right?? You really look like your still 15 of not even, 10.. But I'm really kidding. Won't you tell us how you managed to remain your face like this, Lu Han?? I really want to look young when I reach to my 80's. kidding, again. LOL
But honestly, age is really just a number. It's how you upbring yourself w/c tells how young or old you really are.. So, I can say, I consider Lu Han as young. I mean, he's just so childish when he acts with the other members. But at the same time, he's mature at how he manages things. Mature and childish at the same time. What an irony. That's what I love about him.
Lu Han, you're really something, you know??
And I already stated what you are something. You have the talent, the attitude, the face and everything.. One of the most amazing and most special people who exists in this world.
Now for my final wish, I wish you'll stay the same as you are right now.. I just wish you won't CHANGE. The 'YOU' you are right now is what makes me remain being an EXOtic; makes me continue to love you. The sweet, loving, caring and fun Lu Han that I know is what makes me suddenly smile all the time.. Do remember Lu Han that everyone loves you for who you are right now and that's what's bringing out the best in you.
It's nice how I treat you like my friend although I know you're so far and when you don't even know me.. It's because the more I think of you, the more I think you're near; the more you're close.. It's funny how I think like that but it's true..
You may say I hallucinate and day dream all the time but... this what makes me even happier...
I can say Lu Han is my inspiration and he's the one who keeps me motivated to push and strive harder to achieve my dream.. That's why I really wish that you'll just stay the same..
So, let me announce back my own, personal wishes for Lu Han.
1.) More power to you and the rest of EXO (especially to EXO's comeback)
2.) Good health and all good things will always be with you
3.) More birthdays to come
4.) You can aim your 'TRUE' happiness in life that makes you happy deep down your heart
and lastly,
5.) To stay the same as you are right now. Emotionally or even physically but what matters the most is emotionally.. Just remain the same as you are right now..
So, I must say the third time and this'll be the last time for today,
Happy Birthday Lu Han of EXO!!! I wonder if this message will reach to you, but even if it won't, I just want to greet with utmost joy a 'Happy Birthday'. I believe that every birthday is indeed special and a deep blessing from God..
I'm so happy to get to know and be a fangirl of you and as well as the rest of EXO.
I want to say 'Kudos' for everything and fighting now and always. You all will always be the best!!
<3
P.S.: I, and all the other EXOtics, will always be here.. Patiently waiting for your comeback.. But please, don't make us wait any longer. We're dying here! But I'm kidding.. We'll patiently wait for the epic and mind-blowing comeback.
I love you Lu Han and the rest of EXO.. Thank you for being in my life.
P.S: If you've seen this in facebook, I'm also the one who made this though. ^^
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