Never in my life have I suffered so much with an  EXO fic before....

Jesus freaking christ

I mean... I suffered with super nova
maayacola's taochen fic...
of course anterograde...
48 hours left me a mess from the third chapter...
the night is so dark... hunhan by bluedveins....
that suho x kyungsoo fic based on missing you...

but other than that. i dont really think i've suffered so much with a fic.

this fic is terrible.

i mean.

It's a ing disaster.

the way she writes everything makes it so much more painful....

holy hell. ive been crying non stop

and the more i think about the fic the more i sob. and GOD

KAISOO

WHYYYY

AND I DONT WANT TO READ THE XIUCHEN

WHAT IF MINSEOK DIES?????

AND WHAT IF SEHUN COMMITES SUICIDE???

but but.

based on her previews for the endings on each pairings ending. the aforementioned things will happened.

but she didn't go line to line with what she wrote for kaisoo....

It was actually, no lie, a thousand times worse. ... way worse than kai killing kyungsoo and then commiting suicide.

so god knows. i really dont know what to expect for all the other pairings.

oh god.

i can't function anymore.

ive actually been doing this