We became friends through my brother and i suppose i had always had a soft spot for him but not really realised it. Looking back I realise now that we were quite flirtatous towards each other but that was just the norm between us two. It all really began at a party, his birthday party. I wasnt really sure about getting him a present or not so i kinda just signed the card and thought it would be enough. the party was fun, we all went to see batman so automatically it was awesome, i even remember that i was wearing my batman tshirt. then we went to eat and it was fun and everything. we were talking on skype chat the next day or so, when it was his actual birthday i think and i was wishing him a happy birthday, i asked him what he got for his birthady and he said he didnt really get anything and that he never really gets presents for his birthday. i instantly felt terrible and felt that i needed to buy him a proper present but the fact the he never really had gotten presents made it worse and i decided i would get him a present for ever year that he had missed. 16 years/ 16 ing years. they were only small present but i did it in the end. i cant remember all of them to be honest but i remember that i did it. i was asking him what he wanted, what kind of thing he would like and he had no idea what to suggest so he asked one of his friends who was also my friend. he said you might be suprised but this is what he said (or something like that i cant really remmeber) then he copied and pasted the convo he had had with this said friend and it said something along the lines of "you should ask her for a kiss, lose you kiss ity" i was defo surprised and i told him that, i also told him that i would see what i could do about that. so, we meet up so that i can give him his presents and over the course of the afternoon (on the hottest day of the ing year) i gave him his present until it got to the point where there were only two more presents to give, a hug and.... a kiss. we were sitting in a bench in the shade in quite a quiet area and i waited so that no one was around. there was a pass in the conversationa and i took it as my oppurtunity to put my plan into action. im getting butterflies just thinking about it. i had this plan of what i would say and what i would do and i think it was the 4th of 5th time of trying to get the words out of my mouth that i managed to count down from 5 and take the leap.

"I havent given you your last present yet" I said

to which he looked at me with a confused and suprised face. I then took his hand in mine and stood up pulling him up with me. i turned to face him and then... well i kissed him. it wasnt a very long kiss but it wasnt just a peck, it was an intimate peck i suppose, all i remember aws thinking that his lips were really soft and my cheeks were burning with embarassment. Earliery i had asked him what his favorite present was and he said it was the mind map i had made him ( one of the ty ideas i had) i made a mind map of myself, just general info and stuff and i also gave him a fancy pen to make me one with (heheheh) but yh, he said it was that one and i asked him why and he said becuase he wanted to learn more about me and stuff but after the kiss i asked him which was his favorite present now and he said difinetly that one... so yh that was the start of everything.

so thas just the beginging and it gets complicated.

(sorry for the lack of english skills, i didnt spell check any of this... :P or read through it, lool oh well)