My lifestory with pics

I am sorry if the pictures are too big. i am too lazy to make them all small x3.

My dad and mom are divorced. My dad is remarried with a man. My mom got a child in 2002 with a man she married to. But a few years later he cheated on her so she got divorced again. She lives now alone with her child. I visit her in the weekends.

My sister is 20 years old. My little sister (from that other man) is 11 years old. And my sister has a lover who lives with us.

My mom is sick, she has MS since 1993 I guess? Around that time. She barely can do anything but I still love her.

The sport I am doing for 9 years is Colorguard. I love it.

I also love to draw and to photograph.

My favorite food; SUSHIII:

My pets; 3 dogs at my dad’s house and 5 cats at my moms house:

I will tell you what made me who I am now.

I was born on 4 June 1996. I was a bit cute back then ^^ ( I am the left one).

I will skip the primary school. Not that interesting to tell. So! Secundary school, IT !

I was being bullied; everything was my fault, they hitted me and called me ugly. Thought of suicide but couldn’t do it because I am a coward. And my best friend said; “if you die, I will die too” So I didn’t do it. She told me about KPOP and JROCK and I began to be a fan of it. But that didn’t make my life easier then. They treated me worse than before because I was different. I fell in love with a player and that was a huge mistake too. It broke my heart even more. I cutted myself… I told a few friends. They were shocked. They cheered me up. I got a boyfriend. I loved him, but when I told him about my suicide-thoughts he dumped me :/ .Though he helped me back up, he just dropped me like that. I was heartbroken again. But I had my friends so I continued to live, trying to be happy. Life got better, the bullying stopped. I mean, they still said things sometimes but much less than before. I could even wear the clothes that I like, Goth lolita. But it didn’t go well with my mom… She took pills to sleep deeper than normal, she was tired. She ended in coma… I cried so much. The doctors told us she wouldn’t survive. BUT! My mom is strong~ She survived and continued with life. Later I got a boyfriend again :D. He really cared about me and loved me. But at the end I broke up with him because he loved me a bit too much and I didn’t loved him that much as before… I felt really sorry for him but I had to be honest right? A few months later I graduated from secondary school YEEAAAYY. When they told me the news I cried so much. I was home with my dad and my teacher called me up: “Hello how are you?” me: “I’m fine” she: “good, wanna hear if you succeeded?” me: “ofcourse!” she: “oke, grab your dads hand… ready?” me: “yes!” teacher: “You made it! Congrats!” me: “REALLY ?!?! THA- *begin to cry* *pass the phone to my dad* “ my dad: “hahaha she is crying” she: “haha aaaww”

Last picture with my class, throwing American graduate hats.

getting my diploma~ :

My dad:

My stepfather:

My sister:

My mom:

Finally to a new school, a new start! The school is fantastic. I love it there. The new class is so great. They accepted me right away. I have a different clothe style but they didn’t care. I got new awesome friends and life got so much better <3 I am happy that I live now. I am still not confident but little bit by little bit I am secretly starting to like myself hehe.