Ugly

Everytime I see the cute and thin people, I want to die because I know I'm never going to be like them. I'm ugly, unpopular, I never dated anyone expect for one person. Sometimes, I'm too afraid to go to school because of how I look yet not any people see that. People say that 'oh you're not fat' when I am. -sighs softly- I'm tired of being called 'fat', 'elephant'. Those names really want me to kill myself. I tried to do it so many times...I never went through. I'm tried of living in fear. So many today is the today I end my life.

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Nich111 #1 Apr 5, 2013 16:05:29

Dude, don't make such rash decisions just because you're not satisfied with your looks. I mean, I know it hurts to be called names(Trust me, I really do know...I went through it as well in highschool)All I can really say is, ignore them, focus on your school work and graduate, and just really think of the people who care about you in your life. They are the most important since they know you and care for you. Why let stranger's words affect you so much? They're not worth it and you don't need to give them the feeling of satisfaction/accomplishment that they actually managed to get to you. If you were to kill yourself, is it really going to satisfy you? Okay, you might say yes/sure but what about your friends and family?? I'm sure they care about you and would definitely not be okay with you dying...
Just hold on, ignore haters, and focus on things and people that actually make you feel happy and good about yourself.