So many of you know that i have a Twin so yeah we had a few problems and we really dont talk anymore ...

anyways i have a fic named bloodlust that i havent updted in a life time ...

sooo my sis came yesterday to taka some things and i saw her an i just wanted to hug her and cry on her a river and zhit but i didnt but after she left i cried a river and mom tried to comfort me but couldnt so i did wht i do best 

wright an update of a fic ( BloodLust) an for some wierd reason ended up being the ending o it and i cried so much i have tried to live without her and its so hard its like a mision imposible but im gett past it i think .. Anyways i haver post it up cuz it hurts to finish something that she was suppose to do WITH me and posting it and marking it omplete makes me go crazy inside.

like really she is the one that made start fanfics of my own and all my fics are based on OUR daydreams and zhit ... Like reall bloodlust is a dream i had with her ... Wushu pandan is our fantazi made fic ... Maknae is our frustrations ... Noona noona noona its my take in her pedonoona ways... I lost my mind is my fiirst fic that we dis together at 3 am fangiling like crazy biaches... Your truly its my way of thankig her for everything sh has done for my bad excuse of life... 

I got to go bye ! :,(