So I had yet another one of my weird dreams. 

There were two other persons, one male and one female, and of course me. We were hanging out at the bleachers of some stadium. The other two were sitting on the bench while I occupied the cold ground. We were sort of cosplaying Ouran High School Host Club, and I was Haruhi and the male was Tamaki and the girl, was a random student. But the thing is, The guy was in love with me. And I felt the same way too. I WAS FREAKING IN LOVE. I know this isn't much of a big deal to some of you, but it is to me, for I, in my whole existence, haven't fallen in love with anyone yet. The taste of first love, according what I felt in that dream, almost came to close to being indescribable. Like a set of memories filled my heart with bliss and everything cheesily romantic, like we really had a wonderful history and and, I just can't describe how incredible it felt. Is that how it feels like to fall in love? The feeling was so strong I couldn't believe I could feel that way, like W H A T.

And here comes the weird part, I told him, "You like me so much, you'd puke for me." And he was willing to do anything for me. 

I woke up at the ringtone of my cellphone, and as the memories rush in, my heart hurt for a second. It felt like I left an unfinished affair with my love and that we will probably never meet again. 

AND THE WORST PART IS... 

I can't remember his face anymore! I wanted to slap myself in the face-- if it could trigger any memory at all. All I know are the true feelings he had for me. And what I felt for him in return. I can't believe this. My feels are flying everywhere.