I am tired of it.

I am really tired .

Tired of everything.

Tired of seeing my parents fighting.

They always fight since my grandparents death.

The wars got worse until my mom got hurt once.

I don't know what to do.

I tried to stop them but they just won't listen to me .

It's like, I am never an existence in this world, in their lifes.

I cry everyday thinking of them, but it just hurt even more.

I may be pretending to be happy, but what can I do more than that?

Nothing!

I can't stop them.

I know that running away won't settle things, but I can't stand this situation any longer.

I wish my grandparents are still here, but it's impossible.

I am tired of hearing shouts from the living room.

I am tired of hearing my mom and dad crying.

I am tired of listening to them whining over me.

I am just TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!

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Saera99 #1 Mar 31, 2013 09:21:05

Hani ah,I know how you feel,I also have see my parents fighting until my mom leave me and my brother lonely at the house but that was 2 years ago,they stop fighting when my cousin's wedding :) I saw they hug each other :) how sweet ^_^ Don't be sad dongsaeng,pray to God,try to slow talk with them,world was like wheel,sometimes you happy and sometimes God test you,I know I'm not a good adviser but..don't be sad,I know my dongsaeng can go through all of this,be StRONG! I'm just your online unnie :)

SilentCity #2 Mar 31, 2013 08:38:29

Soz my phones auto correcting

SilentCity #3 Mar 31, 2013 08:38:08

Dongsaeng... I know How u feel...
seen as everytjing i wouæd have liked to say is already said
ill just that... All the best and we r here for u*

tae_amo #4 Mar 31, 2013 07:52:38

Dongsaeng-ah~ Don't be sad neh? Like I said, pray to God and I am sure that everything will be better... Sooner or later, I am very sure that everything will return to normal... Even though I'm not there to help you, remember that you can always come to me for help... I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on, but don't ever give up... Try talking to your parents again... Maybe this time, they will listen... It's impossible for them not to care about their own daughter... Pray to God and let Him handle everything... Just make sure you pray and calm down... I won't be the only one who will be helping you, but those people who commented down there as well... Just remember that you are not alone! :)

Ribbons_n_Bows #5 Mar 31, 2013 07:49:21

Don't Give up! You need to trust youself that you can settle this .. I know YOUR a Great writer, and in your stories some problems are solved by TRUSTing themselves and by Friends sometimes, I Hope you make this Problem of yours be back to normal, or even Better than Normal, Just what your stories used to!

PS: I know you dont know me, but hearing this makes me wanna post somethin, Running Away? No! Dont do it, It can't solve anything it can make Problems more BIGGER!

UNNIE~ FIGHTING YOU CAN DO IT! :'D

shishimatostan #6 Mar 31, 2013 07:24:18

It's okay lolgurl-shii. Don't be afraid to cry. Be honest with your feelings cos hiding them won't make anything better. Hope things get better. Soory the com screen prevents me from doing more!
-Ti
p.S Feel free to PM me if you need anything. I'll be more than glad to help!

HyunJane #7 Mar 31, 2013 07:20:05

shhhh~ it's ok to cry unnie~ just let it out~ be strong~ i know it's totally hard 1st your Grandparents death and 2nd your parents are fighting~ be strong~ pray to god~ someday you will pass this challenge , and unnie~ if you need some shoulder to cry we are here for you to support you~ and it's kinda disappointed that we are not with you there~

PreciousSerenity #8 Mar 31, 2013 07:10:11

Do not be sad, in fact you must be strong! It must be really hard hearing your parents fighting and you being ignored. I know it's hard to be like that. But hope for the best, running away is not the solution whatever the problem is. Pray it to God. He will hear your prayers. I know they will realize that they have a daughter who loves them and hates it when they fight. Think of your grandparents as your strength. :)

MGdragon #9 Mar 31, 2013 07:08:34

Be strong , i'm sure it's just a period Fighting !!!

Melly_Haibarawarie #10 Mar 31, 2013 07:07:02

You're so unlucky because many bad things happened to you:( ...I'm sorry, I can't do anything to comfort you...Just patient, nae?
*Ask for help from God~