I dont know if anyone is gonna read this, but oh well. Its my blog anyway. I miss khunyoung so much. Ive been waiting for them to truly comeback since forever. I dont even remember when did their moments started to become less and less. Around 2 to 3 years back? Well it has been too long. Ive never actually thought of them as being gay. I just know that their friendship, or bromance were priceless. And i admired them for that. They were so natural and carefree around each other back then. Joking around, taking care of each other, without any restraints. Like how bestfriends would react around each other. Khun even said in an interview once, on how wooyoung has matured and could now convey his suggestions or opinions to.the other members, and not just to Khun anymore like what he used to do back then. This suggest that Woo has always confide to Khun first, showing how close their hyung-dongsaeng relationship was. But now, it seems like woo has outgrown his closeness with khun. And is now closer to junsu instead. Though that's not a bad thing either, its just that.. i miss seeing khunyoung together now. They're rarely together now. It's so hard to find a video of 2pm, where there.is an interactions between khunyoung nowadays. Most especially the behind the scenes one, where nothing is scripted, and they're still as distant as ever. What actually happened??! Seriously.. and during the times that they do stand next to each other for a photoshoot or whatever, everything looks so mechanical. Like they were just doing their job. They almost seemed.. forced? I dunno. Maybe im just imagining it. Its just that they dont look as natural around each other anymore. They looked awkward. Im so scared that they have become so distant, that this kind of situation will become a permanent one and we would just have to get used to it. Sigh.. i miss the old khunyoung. I really wish that they would act like how ty used to.. that if there really is something going on that has drifted them apart, they would overcome and fix it. Sigh. I just miss them.. and seeing all the gossips about khunfany made it worse for me. Im starting to look at khun in a different light. Not necessarily bad, but different. But ill still love him. All of them. 2pm. I dont care if they ever dated whomever. As long as their friendship amongst each other stays strong. And for khunyoung to regain their closeness. A lot of us hottests miss that.