I wish someone was here with me..

 

Everyone's going to ignore this blog post because you don't know me and will ignore me.

 

 

That moment..

When you feel so hurt and tired of the world, you just want to stop your life

and just reflect back, hoping that i could desperately turn back the time..

Lately all i feel is that i'm always getting hurt by people, thats what it feels like but really..

It's just me against myself..

I'm creating a barrier against myself.. I'm losing myself into this deep hole of negativity..

Part of it is because my maths test score isnt as satisfying if i compare with other kids.. T_T

I just wish someone was here with me..

Everyone's always pushing me away at the hardest times and i just feel like..

I want to stop and just run away to a place..

Giving up wasn't in my dictionary but now.. every page is filled with giving up..

I had so much thouhts on suidicide and its becoming a really big problem..

i really hate myself because i am just bad at everything there is and nobody likes me..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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shawolstory #1
hey! don't say that! your life is not over it just started i have the same problem as yours,
i was preparing for a college too and worst i need to get scholarship to japan or korea, ouh you're korean? how old are you? i need to fix my grade and change the way i'm studying now, perhaps you maybe have a lot of things in your mind so you're getting sort of distracted from school, i'm not that appealing too :( and i do feel that no guy would ever fall for me,
but hey miracle do happened if we want a change right? I think.. so. hahaha well we could be friends if you want and help each other ^^ i could help you with your problems i hope.. don't be sad :(
shawolstory #2
in the end its just because i have to much negativity inside me that i felt my friend is acting differently when they're not so.. don't have a lot prejudice you're doing fine i'm sure *le wink* kekekeke
shawolstory #3
kyaaa don't be like that, pretty much i felt the same way as you too :( lately i've been down because my exam grade wasn't as good as i expected and people around me seems to just shoving me away.. but as i think about it back its just me who created the atmosphere, same like you its just me against myself and now, i tried to always look things from the bright side and try to improve my self i tried to just keep positive and feel be grateful for what ever i have in that way.. i could feel my life is just getting better each day ^^ hang on girl you're not alone we have the same problem and i'm sure a lot of people does sorry if i'm talking a lot! LOL >,< Be strong!! chinguu and lets be friends :D
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