I'm a Sadist, Masochist and Emo Person.

I'm being random here.... but not alot of ppl knows th real me....

Family seperated since young, they juz divorced this yr =.=""

Father vents his anger on me... i see my mom twice a week.

Schl is being a by calling my father bout my studies and attitude....

Solution: I turned to cutting my wrist/thighs.....

My parents and teachers didn't find out about it cuz i used concealer and foundation to cover it up....

I dunno why I'm writing this, i have a feeling i'll have another fight with my dad soon....

 

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TheMinnesotanK-Fan
#1
Hunny. I can tell you this. I used to cut all the time, and I know its addicting. But if you really think about it it doesnt help anything. And you just end up with a bunch of scars for the rest of your life.

I know i dont know you but I want you too know from my own personal mistakes. If you ever wanna rant about something you have me and a bunch of people on here that will listen to you. ;) Tis what k-pop fans/shawols do since we are all friends.

Keep strong and try to talk to you father about your feeling on how he treats you. It will be okay. *Starts singing SHINees A-yo*
(Lyrics to that song totally make you feel better.)

HWAITING ♡
kristalesa
#2
omo... please dont do that again... nothings more precious than human flesh... i know that you are currently undergoing into something that you find very difficult to solve... but please cutting your wrist and hurting yourself has never and will never be the best solution...

if you would think of the pros... you do feel physical pain and would somehow forget about the emotional pain that you feels inside...

cons... it will leave a scar unto your beautiful skin and it would just remind you about the horrible past that you are once into... it may also put your life into danger... blood is very important and its now hard to find if you would base on the present generation...


your parents might have gotten into a conflict that lead to their separation... and its not your problem at all... you should focus on studying and preparing for a bright future... show them that they are wrong by being a successful person... prove to them that separation and depression is not the right solution...

you only get to see your mom in a short span of time, right? so do everything to make her happy... be a good person and fix yourself rather than drown yourself into sadness and depression...

i promise you that if you became a role model instead of a little rebel, your father would soon be ashame to you and would though of a way for your family to be complete again just for your sake...

if you think that nobody can understand you, then you are wrong... if you want a friend then ill always be here to lend a hand and an ear in order to help you with your problems

im not saying all this stuffs just to lecture and rant at you, im just saying this for i know that you deserve a life better than what you are having now... i once have experienced such chapter of my life; but i realized that hurting myself would just lead me to nowhere for it will just cause me a greater problem afterwards...