Kiseki Hoshi (Miracle Star) Application

I tend to forget things easily, letting most troubles just roll off my back. I find it too tiring to hold onto things like hate or discord so I just brush them off. I’ll forgive and forget, unless you embarrass me in front of a lot of people. Then I will dislike you forever. And trust me when I say, I can hold a grudge for a long time.

Other than that, I’m pretty easy to get along with. I have a witty, sarcastic humor that most might take offence to, when actually I’m just speaking my mind. I don’t really care to filter out what I say around those that know me well. Around new people, or ones I want to impress I don’t really talk. I just stand there and can be pretty shy. I have a fear of being dismissed or hated on first impression so I try to just fade into the background. I’m unconfident in that way.

In a sense, I am always looking to find myself. I really think about who I am as a person and what I can do to be better. Not as angry at myself for things that I cannot change. I am always thinking. If at times I seem in a daze that is what I am doing. I will ponder things until I think I am going crazy and have to shake myself out of it and run off to play a game or write or just do something that will take my mind off of my thoughts for a while. And, I am lonely. Even in a crowded room I feel alone, so that I daydream some knight in shining armor will come and sweep me away and I will finally feel whole and at peace. Well it’s a stupid dream anyway. But that’s who I am, and I will make no excuses.

Likes |

•Thunderstorms

•Dancing

•Her brother

•The smell of fresh strawberries

•Elders (they have a lot to say)

•Water (drink, swim, play I love it all)

•Acting/the stage

•Reading/writing/learning (they all go hand in hand)

•Different languages and cultures (I'm fast at learning them too!)

•Playing the piano

•Onigiri

•Kimchi

Dislikes |

•Cigarette smoke

•The smell of hospitals

•Harsh winds (unless she is in one of her ‘emo moods’)

•Vain/prideful people that put others down because they think they are better than anyone

•Spiders or any bug for that matter

•Clowns (they are just freaky man)

•Obnoxious/rude kids

•Gossip

•Being interrupted continuously

•Mispronunciation

•Sashimi and sushi

Hobbies |

•Learning dance choreography from anyone who will teach their steps

•Painting landscapes/sketching nature and people

•Swimming to keep in shape and increase my stamina

•Writing compositions on my Piano

•Photo manipulation and scrapbooking

•Writing poetry/lyrics

Habits |
•Twirls her hair around her finger, making it curl into spirals at her temples

•Twitching her nose like Samantha from bewitched if it is itchy

•Randomly singing or do a little dance to the songs that pop into her head if she thinks she’s alone

•Bites her thumbnails

•Stick the tip of her tongue out when writing or drawing

Trivia |
•I am always cold no matter the temperature. If the air conditioner is on I will be wearing a shawl or a long loose sleeved shirt or light baggy sweater.

•I get anemia during ‘that time’ of the month and I will be listless and tired. I get very crabby during this time and my temper sparks easily even when I’m trying to be nice I will snap and change into a growling, hissing entity in the blink of an eye. People tend to stay well away from me around this time and let me sleep more, and give me more red meat to replenish my loss.

•I secretly strangle people in my mind if I don’t like them (and sometimes even when I do) while outwardly I am smiling at them, not letting them on to it.

•I have a sharp wit and a sarcastic sense of humor.

•I have a bad memory until music comes on, then I can remember every lyric to the song.

•I don’t eat chocolate until it’s ‘that time’ of the month. Then I crave it madly.

•I dislike chocolate chip cookies. I prefer macadamia nut and white chocolate cookies.

•I love the smell of fresh strawberries so much that I will stand in the produce section of the supermarket and sniff the packages. I hardly eat them though, which is strange even to me…

•I don’t like church people. If they keep asking me to go with them I get mad. I believe I just don’t like going to church. I think they just want money for the church. Most preachers I know don’t even try to follow the bible. I’d rather believe in what I believe and send thanks for all the little things I experience, like the breeze and the smell of flowers, the sound of the leaves rustling in the wind and the song of birds overhead.

•I’m naturally spiritual and don’t care too much about material things. But I would like to make money to give to my Mother to make her life easier for once and to my Brother as well.

Background; ♥

Background | I was born in Shinjuku-ku, Tokyo. The youngest of a family of four, I have an older half-brother who is full Korean. We lived in the 麻布十番(Azabu Juban) area. My Mother is also Korean and my Father is Japanese. At an early age I realized it did no good to rely on another person for my own wellbeing. Parents were there to help you, teach you about the world and how to function in it well, right? Well, I only figured that out after attending high school. Yes, my parents did none of those things. We moved around a lot when I was a child. We lived a strange life of dispassion and hurtful words. My Father was a man who had little patience and no intention to try and understand his family. It was his way or no way and if you disobeyed or strayed out of those lines, you were made to fear him. My Mother was submissive to his every whim. To the point she wouldn’t even comfort her own children when they were hurt if he called for her. She always deferred to him and his wants.

We weren’t poor, poor, but we never wore a brand name, or went shopping just because. It was always a treat to get a gift on a birthday. Most of the time it was things one needed though, like clothes. But, that’s okay, it taught us not to take the world lightly, or things for granted. The worst was not being allowed to follow your dreams. Father believed we should strive to be doctors or lawyers, high paid jobs. My brother left the family after graduation and moved back to Korea. He is now a dancer/choreographer for SM Entertainment.

I got accepted to JP Wonder's Miracle Star unit by pure fate.

My friend Mina had wanted to try out for this new co-ed idol group but at the last moment she ran off and left me there because her jerk of a boyfriend broke up with her via text. I had to step in and perform in her place and was accepted for the next audition. I started wanting it after I heard the praise from the interviewers and started to practice every day.

I didn’t make it through that audition but I tried out again for another company. That was with JP Wonder. I had the proverbial ace up my sleeve knowing how to speak two different languages already, so while in training I learned English and am working on Mandarin as well.

Relations; ♥

Parents |
三浦健二 Mirua Kenji /Father/ 58/ a stout man who never let his kids get away with anything, he was stern and didn’t believe in sparing the rod. He would take up for his kids in front of others and keep them from trouble if they did wrong, but he would beat them afterwards and make them go to bed without dinner. He ignored his family a lot. Never home to see to things, the raising of the kids fell to their Mother.

박 은미 Park Eun Mi/Mother / 59/ a stern woman who lived her life working, she gave everything for work and the home, never letting her children go to school looking poor or rumpled. She became bitter after all those years of getting nothing in return. She refuses to take care of her children now that they are out of the house and doesn’t listen when they tell her the man she is dating isn’t good for her. She gossips too much about others and smokes too much, which keeps Miu from going home much at all. She is more concerned with what the neighbors think of her than with her own children. She disapproves of Miu becoming an idol because of that. Her two jobs are, running a small restaurant and delivering clothing from the drycleaners to the more upscale neighborhoods.

Siblings |
강준수Kang Jun Su a fun loving man who cares for his little sister a lot, he is always pushing her to do her best and telling her she is great. He fully supports her decisions in life and when he doesn’t he calmly tells her why. The siblings have never had a fight like normal brothers and sisters do because they are hardly ever around each other for long. He moved to Japan with his mother when he was seven and began attending classes there. A year later his Mother married Kenji and they had Miu. He moved to Seoul, Korea after he graduated from Azabu High School (麻布高等学校 Azabu Kōtōgakkō).

He was a wanderer in the past and couldn’t settle anywhere for long until he met Lisa, an American studying at the Korea National University of Arts while he was attending classes. He attended the School of Dance, she the Interschool Division. They grew close in a short amount of time and soon began dating. After he graduated, Jun Su married Lisa against his mother’s wishes and they moved to a loft overlooking downtown Seoul. He is now a sub choreographer/dancer for SM Entertainment artists. Lisa teaches English to young children at the local language institute. They have recently found out they can’t have children.

Love interest |

GACKT

Jaejoong JYJ/TVXQ

I want them both to like her and she has to choose one over the other. I’ll let you decide because I love them both! ^^~♥

Are you already dating | No

First impression |

Both were awe inspiring. I couldn’t take my eyes off him and his voice sent chills down my spine.

His Personality |
GACKT/37/: He is a bit of an egoist but still humble and nice. He tells it to you straight and doesn’t pull punches. He likes hard work and a good personality. He wants his woman to be a little selfish but not obsessive and clingy. He likes animals and takes care of them and others he works with. He is a no nonsense kind of guy with a good heart. He is warm to people he cares about and likes to laugh. He can be a little moody sometimes sad because he wants a warm love to bask in.

He is big into martial arts and staying fit and has less than 3% body fat. He loves his car (baby) and takes care of it well. He doesn’t like people to slam its doors. He needs someone who will protect him and care for him but still give him space and also care for his friends and band members. He counts his guitarist/violinist (Yu) as his soul mate because they are such close friends. So the woman has to embrace all he is or he won’t accept her. He likes to read and sound intelligent and wants to know all he can. He is a great singer and actor. He strives to do 110% in everything even to the point that he collapses once offstage. He gets broody, but he is wise and lets things go if it is the right thing to do.
He is very sensual/ual and knows how to seduce a woman.

JaeJoong/25/: He is reserved though he might not look it. He likes to laugh but rarely gets the chance anymore. Stress and other things have made him feel lonely here lately. He is a sweet guy who has a lot of heart and can easily get it trampled on if he’s not careful, but he won’t show it. He is a bit of a prankster but likes to sit back and watch the sunset or families play. He will brood over things as well.

He is obviously caring because he loves his cat but he wishes he could have something more with a woman he could love. He needs someone who can care for him without becoming obsessive over his time. He is hard working and wishes to fulfill his dreams more than anything. He is a bit romantic but can also be thick and not notice when a girl likes him. He sometimes has his head in the clouds and may be in love with the idea of being in love. He needs a mature, yet playful relationship to heal him and make him smile more. Someone he can trust with his heart. He needs to be nurtured but not spoiled.

How did you meet?

We were introduced to each other during a music program in Japan.

Friends |

•Lee Soon-Kyu (Sunny) SNSD /23/ Best friend

•Lee Hyuk Jae (Eunhyuk) Super Junior /26/ Great pals who goof off together

•Kim Heechul Super Junior /29/ Sometimes friend sometimes enemy lol

•Lee Taemin SHINee /19/ Caring for each other like siblings though we are the same age

•Lee Jin Ki (Onew) SHINee /25/ He’s like my Oppa

I met all the SM entertainers because of my Brother, who works with them, so we are all good friends. I get along with most everyone from these groups; the ones named are the ones I am really close to.

•Jun Matsumoto松本潤Arashi /28/ Great friends, treats me like a kid sister

•Aya Ueto 上戸彩/26/ Good buddies, she gives me advice

•Hyde ハイド/42/ He is like my favorite uncle but not by blood lol, He takes care of me and it was he that introduced me to Gackt.

Rivals |

Ayumi Hamasaki 浜崎あゆみ/33/She likes my Gakuto (>,<) She doesn’t like the attention I get.

Jessica Jung /23/She is a spoiled girl that acts like she is better than everyone and we don’t like each other at all.

Stage; ♥

Stage name | Miu

Individual fan club name | Feathers

Individual fan club color | White / Silver

Position |

Vocalist and leader

Side jobs |

Model, MC, Actress and lyricist

Miscellaneous; ♥
I can Dance like this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5ukVtj4t0A&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFMTSSJrmgc&feature=related

I can sing like this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgJPX16qcuo&feature=related

I am very flexible and can do acrobatics.

Anything you're missing? Wibbily Wobbely Timey Whimey / Song: Get Out by JYJ

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