Hey guys

do you ever have those times or days when you just feel like Blah~

well that's what I feel like right now:(

today was the last day of school before spring break, and I should be happy right?

but for some reason I really don't feel all that good. And it's making me all emotional that I don't know what the heck the problem is!!

I just found out that my friend is having her birthday party at a skating rink this Saturday, and I don't see her all that much so I thought I should go.

but now I find out that my cousin is also having a party at a skating rink in Philadelphia! And I just saw her last weekend, but she is really fun and I'm positive it would be a lot of fun!

her mom was just here and asked if I wanted to go before sh left, and my mom kept pressuring me saying "Well figure out what you want to do! We don't have all day!" And since I'm all BLAH~ I just sat there like an idiot and couldn't decide! Finally I said no, and I would stay, but now I feel all sad cuz Im not sure if that was the best choice!:/

UGH~ it's just... BLAH~

Thanks for reading and taking some time for my rant!

and yea, this isn't as colorful as my blogs usually are, but...BLAH~