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Can someone PLEASEE give me some advice?
I never ssaw this coming, but... Some how, I got dragged into a subconcious love triangle....
Allow me to explain.
So, about a month ago I became friends with this boy, let's call him... Hangeng. He's sweet, and really into kpop, and we have sort of similar problems. We call and text A LOT. So I sorta started to liike him..
But then, a few days ago, when we were walking around in school together, we ran into his friend.... let's call him Kris. So Kris is pretty cute, and sort of nice, and we hit it off, though we didn't really know eachother.
But then today Kris, Hangeng, and I were walking together some more and Kris was being really flirty and-
by second period he asked me out, right when the bell rang, signaling I was running late to class.
So I was just like "uuuh.... okay bye,".
I had no idea what to think.
But he took it as a yes!
And then kissed me before third period when we met up again!
He moves so fast!
I'm not ready for that !
........but it was nice
So I sort of asked Hangeng what I should do, explaining the problem, saying how I already liked this other person (without telling him who it was), hoping he would declare his undying love for me (kidding, lol) (kind of) (i mean i wouldn't mind if he did)
But Hangeng was just like... "Oh. Okay. Just tell him you like someone else".
And then later today, when Kris and I were talking on the phone after school, he told me how he was suicidal and sensitive and how he has anger issuses.
And that's fine, because we have that in common.
But I really don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.
Like, if Hangeng did like me, which i seriously doubt, it would really hurt him if I was dating his friend.
And vise versa with Kris.
So I'm not sure what to do.
Because I know it's wrong to use people, and to lead them on.
But... I don't see the point in losing Kris if Hangeng doesn't like me anyway.
And both of them want to meet up tomorrow!
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What do I even say?
Or do?
I'm not used to being around boys anymore
because of Kpop and tumblr and fanfics
and just
I can't
SO what do you think I should do?
Help me please D:
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